Thursday, January 24, 2008
HOORAY!!! blogger hasn't chucked me out. heh. sorry blog, 5 long months of absence.
feels good to be back in the cyberworld though=)
been a good month of january so far=) blessed and loved=)
work does get a bit tiring sometimes (morning shifts with less than 6 hours of sleep). thank God for His unfailing strength and for placing people in my life to keep me going (esp when im on the brink of exhaustion). HAHA.
apart from God, titusgohkimkoon has been my greatest source of joy and encouragement!
he was there during the stressful alevel period;
was there when i was looking frantically for jobs;
woke up super early and went all the way to queenstown just to accompany me to an interview;
brought me shopping;
worked many full shifts so that he could give me the best birthday celebration.
basically, he's my walking shadow! =D
his love is unselfish.
and i thank God for him!
LOVEYOU=)
geks dageek @ 1:02 PM
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Thursday, August 30, 2007
last paper of the week is done. two more weeks of torture after the one-week hols. oh god.
confidence level's down in the dumps.
oh god.
oh god.
why are things so screwed?
alright. prelims aside.
came across something pretty amusing. it's some 'informative report' i wrote partly out of sheer boredom. the other part? it was for zelina's benefit=) who was absent that day. well, it went like this:
wednesday 2/3/05
P.E.: ran 3/4 rounds around the school
stopped running when rain started to pour
went back to class and mrs chow talked about the marathon race
class decided to hold a training this saturday. 7.30am at macritchie
English: ms teo came in at 9.00am (15 min late)
she talked to us about the movie and who would like to go if she
were to organise another round (now it is 9.11am: im very bored)
chua is being lame
-okay... it's getting more and more BORING-
went through vocab worksheet: Algeria (sianz)
she talked about the fighter planes flying over very frequently recently
she talked about the importance of social cohesion and seriousness of
a curfew
Physics: Tang came in at 9.32am
mended Pebby and handed her to the table in front
-my nose is killing me!-
there. word for word.
can't remember who (or what) the hell pebby is, though. haha. mundane, yes. but looking back, it seems unusually interesting. it's funny how these insignificant things can create such fond memories- treasured only when they've become things of the past.
oh and i saw miss lak in sa last week. she was there for some course, i think. what incongruity please. haha. maybe there's nothing weird about it but still. it's kinda funny seeing your sec school teacher in sa. it felt good, though. like familiar in the unfamiliar. sounds crapped up but you know what i mean. she wasn't my favourite teacher but i kinda missed her. haha. okay this is what stress do to you- you start missing people you don't exactly have much liking towards in the first place. heh.
okay. i REALLY need to move on with the present. can't keep on living in the past. still. it always seems so much better than the 'now' we're living in.
yearning for the past.
dreading the present.
what's keeping me going amidst all the seemingly never-ending exams and stress is the Familiar in the unfamiliar.
thank You=)
geks dageek @ 7:00 PM
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Wednesday, July 11, 2007
seriously.
i don't understand how people get the perception that i've like all the time in the world. hellooo??? in case you've forgotten im not some smart ass who can afford NOT to study. it's really getting to me and it's wearing me out. i haven't started on my revision and prelims are like 6 weeks away! at this rate im going to flunk my exams. it's so difficult to make them understand that every hour counts. oh well whatever like who cares right. like it's my damn problem that i don't know how to manage my time well and it's my bloody fault that im sitting in front of my comp feeling sorry for myself. yeah just blame myself.
angry and tired and jaded.
and im wondering how on earth im supposed to even START my revision.
but as i said, who cares.
they would just think im being too selfish and blah blah blah.
gossshh i need a damn break.
and i just remembered i haven't done the card.
and my maths tut is still blank.
so is my gp essay.
as i said, who cares.
why am i in such a terrible mood today.
EXHAUSTED.
geks dageek @ 5:27 PM
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Thursday, July 05, 2007
im so going to screw bt2=X
had a horrible one and a half weeks of never-ending stress. guess it's not gonna end till the a's are over. this is just sick.
BUT.
the user of
icy_geko@hotmail.com felt totally loved. EVEN THOUGH she was overwhelmed by the exam stress. haha.
so many things to be thankful about=)
all the smses, prayers, encouragements, blessings=)
LOVESSSS<3
geks dageek @ 1:27 PM
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Friday, June 08, 2007
so unproductive today=(
guess im tirreddd.
that ps was totally. UGGGHHH!!!
as usual=X
still wonder if im living a dream or reality.
feels kinda unreal, actually.
but real or unreal, ready or not, i've made the decision.
and i'll follow through=)
like it when mine's in yours=)
geks dageek @ 10:32 PM
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Sunday, May 27, 2007
yay. the hols are here. joyyy.
can't wait to mug please. totally. don't you know? mugging's an addiction to me. just can't live without it. SERIOUS.
haha. nonsense=P
anyways, the last week's been pretty wasted. didn't do much=X study hours: less than 10. DIE. haha. ahhh i MUST stay focused.
got back all our tests. and was quite happy with the grades=) think im getting back on track=)
hopefully.should stop being so blunt in the future. think before you speak, girl!
pretty scary how accurate my sixth sense is. haha.
you don't know what you mean to me.i don't know either.
geks dageek @ 8:52 PM
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the inner struggles.
they are getting a little too unbearable.
totally messed up.
in the end you can only trust God.
He's the only one you can depend wholly on.
no point telling your problems to the whole world.
they can't do much.
only God will make your paths straight=)
He's the
best listener in the entire universe=)
geks dageek @ 1:28 PM
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Tuesday, May 22, 2007
we-eellll it's not that i've nothing to do BUT. there are times when you just wanna slack. so today's one of the times=) slacking day! at this rate im so not able to fufill my study hours and im sooo going to get an earful from patrick! haha=P ooookkkaaayyy fiinneee i'll do my physics tutorial after prayer conference=) quantum phy is so disgusting. so much to memorise!
physics spa was alright. it was purely regurgitation. lols. AND i passed my phy mock=D it's not that a mockery after all=D heh.
the day's been pretty okay=) the only turnoff was THE RETURN OF PROTON=X oh wells. at least the presentation's over and done with=) another load off=)
OH YEAH. it was soooooo great to see my dear juniors! saw them at tpy interchange and goodness TIME FLIES. they're like taking their Os this year!
i miss the pinafore days=) and i miss being sixteen=)
haha.
geks dageek @ 9:11 PM
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