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Sunday, January 30, 2005

hey.

yesterday was tiring. went for hymn-singing practice and cny deco in the morning. the singing part was super hilarious, all thanks to keksai and debs. oh mann. sat with them behind the piano and started laughing like hellz. lol. and there was a part where i laughed till i teared. haha. it was damn crappz. deco was rather boring. at first, i didn't know what to do cos it seemed like the painting didn't need anymore people. so i just sat with geokhian and co mending the lanterns. yawnss. after a while, went to help with the painting of the houses and all cos there were fewer people. yups. went home at around 12 plus.

reached city hall at five. waited for like one hour plus and still no sign of angie. totally disconcerted, i called a number of people but no one picked up. so i had no choice but to call someone to ask for their whereabouts. pathetic. completely undignified. really. so then it turned out they had decided to meet at 6.30. wow. and time check: it was only 6.00. well, so i walked round citylink and patronised mph. boy, they had a few good books there. like meg cabot's every guy's got one, if im not wrong. walked back to the station and waited again.

6.40. no one yet. then an idea struck me. i took the marina train to raffles. cos i thought maybe they were there. if not, i'd just head home or something. by then, my feet were hurting like someone had poked a hundred needles into my soles. i was really pissed, to be honest. reached raffles. i was right. they were there. wth. okok. i should be forgiving. at least they didn't stand me up. she was there too. i swear, she has an attitude. wow. -rolls eyes- ok. so maybe i've offended her somehow in the past but i thought we could just bury the hachet and stop being so irritatingly childish. oh. but ms i-think-im-so-high-up thinks otherwise. hell, like i care.

ok. anyway, the concert was alright. but some pieces were quite dull. almost fell asleep. it ended with two encore pieces. uh-huh. that's about it.

went home with the same people i met at raffles. tried to be friendly and pleasant by striking up conversations. it's our last year. might as well end off with good memories. oh no, she was cold and all. so yeah, maybe i should just stop being so okay-ly nice to her. it's so insulting. i don't need her friendship and i think she doesn't too. so i'll let it be. i don't have to go round sucking up to anyone to get them to like me. even if she's some big shot in some cca or one of the most popular girls in the school. boo.

okok. i know it all sounds so bitchy but i can't help it. i need to vent it out somehow. cos i can't possibly rave at her. i'll be killed. well, not literally. but in the ranking sense. to her, i may be slacking but i do my job. so i haven't been really that great or responsible last year but humans do make mistakes. and im no exception. so if she can't understand that, well, let it be then. it's beyond my control.

then, there's another prob going on. and that's something i have to figure out. alright, so maybe when one has new friends, a new clique, it doesn't mean she has to give her old ones the cold shoulder right? yeah. i don't know why she wants to do this but one thing's for sure- i don't need her friendship and the same goes for her. i mean, she has like so many friends now. surely i don't need to be included in the picture.

right. enough of all these complaints. going to go get some shut-eye. damn sleepy. night.

geks dageek @ 8:01 PM

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Thursday, January 27, 2005

lala. one more day to survive before the week ends. and one more seemingly looong week to endure before CNY. yeah. that's how bad school life is. so dreary and dull. bleah. ok. it's not that i hate school or anything but the day-to-day assignments, sleepless nights and naggings are enough to finish me off in a flash. whoa. and speaking of which, there's an a math test tomorrow. i hope i dun make stupid careless mistakes like i did while practising the workbook. haiz. all the Xs and Ys are driving me nuts. anywayz, heard that ms tan is going around giving the sec four classes talks about the school's expectations of us and blah. god. i've a feeling her talk is gonna make me even more stressed than im now. =( sad. and it's all because of the differentiations and equations and differentiations. pooh.

well, today's like the longest day. double all the way. except for plr. huizhen and i did raph gate dooty and sat and talked while we waited for latecomers. slack man. chem followed and i could swear she was pmsing. wth. always pick on our class. like we've done anything to provoke her. hmph. physics was passable. she started on current electricity and i seriously dislike that chapter. cos it'll somehow link up to my mere carelessness during pract. arrrhhh.

canteen food is as bad as usual. yechh. the nasi lemak rice was totally an assault to my taste buds. ya. that's how bad it is.

chinese was bo-ring. damn sleepy throughout until she mentioned sth about won bin. haha. my lame-o of a partner gave me this picture of him. omg. he's so hot hot hot. sizzlin'. yup. a maths's okay. oh. that reminds me. he's like the best form teacher we ever had. he actually buy us gifts for our birthdays. kim got a tennis racket, kels got a csi book and jalene a pair of levi's jeans. and i got the ost of mr.fighting. ya. he's damn richhh. $$

anywayz, i'd like to thank:
edith and celine for the slide show,
suhui for the pig-in-the-bin keychain,
debs for the doraemon keychain,
and mr tan for the ost.
(love y'all! #-_-#)

the slide show was great. watched it on tues and was quite touched. too bad the music wasn't functioning. haiz. hand's resting on my 'whitey'. so comfyy. =) yup. downloaded a few skins for my winamp. haha. damn nicee. esp the ffx one. wow. arhhh. love my songsss (ya they're dlded). hee. yaya. and the sountrack is great. though not some of the wordless ones. hee. well... gonna end now.

lubz[-_-]/ <*.*>

geks dageek @ 6:39 PM

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Monday, January 24, 2005

one word to describe this monday- screwed-up. im such a blur block! ok... so like as usual, i walked from st mike's to st raph's and went up to class, switched on the lights and fans and sat down, took out my pencil case and notebook. ok, so far, it sounds like nothing's not amiss right? then, i happened to look up at the side board and BOOM- phototaking. that word struck me so hard i thought i might just faint at that very second. you guessed it. i've totally forgotten there is guides and prefects phototaking! which so happens to be the damn 24th. i flipped through my book and scanned the calendar, wishing like hell that today's not the 24th. but cheez... it is and i thought i was gonna die. i wanted to pon school but obviously that's impossible. so, i did the next best thing- call my dad and ask him to bring the uniforms for me. so, i ran all the way to st mike's and called him. and boy, did i get a big scolding from him for being so muddleheaded and blah blah blah. called my mom and told her to pack the things for me, which made me really jumpy and moody cos she doesn't know which badge is which. so i was like just bring them all. no harm right? at least i won't miss out anything. =P claimed back my white u from one of the sec threes who borrowed it and changed in the speed of light. ok... maybe not that fast. haha. anyways, did philips gate dooty with pearl so that i can go take my uniforms from my dad. he came at around 7.20. whew. sighed a HUGE sigh of relief.

ok, now, another episode of screwd-up day. it was after prefects phototaking. adeline was asking me if i could lend her my school belt for her dance phototaking cos she had forgotten to bring it. as i was rushing to change into my guides u, i told to 'self-service'. when i returned, she told me there wasn't any belt. i was like what?! i turned the paper bag inside out and still nothing. i panicked and ran all the way to st mike's prefects' room. thank god it was lying on the floor. whew.

ya... so that's my one screwd-up day. exciting isn't it? bleah. anyway, i'd like to thank:
angie for the test-tube thingy
and huimin for her homebaked cookies.

yummy!

geks dageek @ 6:21 PM

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Saturday, January 22, 2005

hey. the one-day holiday's been great. kinda relaxing after three weeks of school. so im feeling really happy! anyway, on thursday, stayed back in school to do chinese new year deco. found out im not cut out to do such craft-y work. uh-huh. a little clumsy perhaps. =P well, left at around 3.30 which is a BIG mistake, considering the fact that im meeting zels and adels at 5.30. bathed and changed in a miraculous time of 15 minutes and rushed off. luckily, i reached dhoby ghaut at exactly 5.30. whew. walked to PS under the scorching sun. and i was wearing black! hell.

anyhoo, bought tickets for my brother. ermm... as in the show 'my brother'. i didn't have to pay for the ticket 'cause it's a bday treat from zilly. yupzzz. went in to the theatre and waited damn patiently for the 10-minutes commercial to end. the show started and we watched while sipping from the giant cup of ice lemon tea occassionally.

it lasted about 1 hr 40 minutes (according to adel). was freezing to the bone man. brr. had dinner at the food court where we met this psycho guy. he's like damn friggin' freaky. he was mumbling to himself about uncle feng and ang moh. blahz. and then he started singing some rubbish song and i had to subdue the urge to laugh out loud. i didn't dare to do so cos i was afraid he'd go berserk and hack us all with an axe he's probably hiding in his suspicious-looking dark blue bag. when he had finished his mee goreng, he left to buy himself a drink. we then ate real fast and ran off.

okay. and we saw him again at the mrt station. walao. damn freakkyyy. but luckily, he was going in another direction. whoa. what a memorable birthday i've ever had. =P haha. anywayz, just want to thank:

vanessa chua marianne for 'greenie',
kek-sai and zilly for 'poohie',
aileen for the super slim glass,
adel for the card and keychain,
gwen pauline for the kinder surprise,
seokz for 'whitey',
kim sim aileen melia gretch yufang else debz for the sweeet sixteenth card,
and last but not least, all you guys who gave me your well wishes! muackss. love yaZ!

okie... so i've turned sixteen and that means...
im able to watch NC-16 movies,
o levels are around the corner,
two more years to legal purchase of alcoholic drinks
and five more years to freedom.

wheee~

geks dageek @ 4:23 PM

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Sunday, January 16, 2005

whoa. this week's been real hectic. that's why i haven't had the time to come blog about the recent happenings. but apart from the orientation, the days had been okay- survivable. =P orientation was a whole lot of fun fun fun! i/c of 1/2. and god... the class is real hyper, totally opposite from my expectation. they're like really spontaneous and noisy! lost my voice while trying to settle them down. so it was a lot of work to handle this super active class. taught them the powerpuff cheer (credits from fpeck patrol) which resulted in many protests from some of the sec ones who think it's childish. hmm. anyway, they got on with it pretty well cos they said that cheer for every game. yup. so... with all the shoutings and playing, i got real exhausted. poof. the next day was not as fun but okay. the cheering session was havoc. they refuse to listen and cooperate. sigh. no school spirit at all. but i think they'll improve after a while heh? hmm. ok. im too tired to blog now so i'll see ya in school!

counting down- 4 more days! =P

geks dageek @ 7:57 PM

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Monday, January 10, 2005

'...that's my prerogative...' haha... listening to britney sing away. heh. love this song to bits. =P anywayz, today was a like any other monday. the blue is hanging in the air making me tired and restless. okok. it's only the second week of school. boy... im so looking forward to hari raya haji! one day of holiday. heh. im getting desperate for just a day's rest huh? oh well. i guess so too. well, the weekend had been real short. and i mean it-- short like hell. barely had enough time for recuperation and- tada!- it's a monday. wow. stayed home and slacked a little and bought a damn nice book called Teen Idol. love it like i love my pikachu. =D it's so spell-binding that i finished the whole book in just a day. but i feel a bit heart pain cos the book cost a freaking 26 bucks. well, on second thought, it's alright. i mean, the plot is fantastic and the book cover is so attractive. ya. though the background is pink. yep. hmm... nothing juicy to announce today so i guess i shall see ya'll in school! lubx]

counting down- 10 more days! =DDDDD

geks dageek @ 6:03 PM

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Saturday, January 08, 2005

im finally home! goshh... im so tired. there's so many things to do for the coming sec one orientation. name tags. that's the killer part. oh well. maybe there's something to remember after i leave ij. haha. well, yesterday was a long day in school. lessons, physics pract and guides. a never-ending routine from next week onwards. firstly, i shall pen down what happened yesterday. oops... i mean 'type'. =P okay... ready or not, here goes~

the unearthly hour
feeling drowsy and totally un-energetic, i took the usual yet strange route to the classroom. strange because i was so used to just walk under the shelter to st gab's. it's just so weird even after a week in school. ascended the spooky stair of st raph's and up to class. as usual, no one was in sight so i was all by myself. sounds scary eh? to think that the block is super haunted. haha. the class was quickly livened up by the continuous flow of people entering the class. but i didn't join in the liveliness 'cause i just don't like it. i'd rather do my work. geeky huh? heh. went st gab's to return stuff to a junior. then went up to class again as it was still early before assembly starts. talked a while and not long after, a booming voice resounded through the entire block and it was unmistakably jo teo's. erm.. or is it someone else? ok... a bit blur. anyway, took the latecomers' file and sewing kit. saw cassie at the carpark. did gate duty with her.

4/4's turn
booked four girls for coming late and two of them had their belts sewn. i realised that doing duty at st raph's is damn stressful cos of mag low. she doesn't allow the girls to be late even once. woah. scary enough. and the belt has to be in line with the elbow. that is then considered tight. god. anyway, yesterday was 4/4's turn to get spot-checked. yup. before that was our class. nearly the whole class got caught. even yvonne. can you believe it? haiz. after sending the late-ers to the fence there, went up to class.

lesson time =(
so the nightmare begins. okay... not exactly that bad but i just don't like to study. hee. hmmm, i don't think i'll elaborate further cos it'll just bore ya'll to tears. see? how considerate of me. =D

the not so sucessful physics pract
went all the way to the lab behind st mike's block. it turned out we were gonna do electricity. boy... the unexpected happens and it nearly scared me to death. well, it all started when i was connecting the wires on the two big batteries. it seems that i had made an awful mistake and did the totally wrong thing. how stupid of me. so unfortunately, the batteries sort of had a short circuit and smelly smoke was given off. the wires melted and i didn't dare to remove them, fearing that i might die of electric shock. meiying had to help me with it. i was so thankful. whew. but it was unbearably embarrassing. geez. then i had loads of trouble with connecting the wires to the right places. huichun helped but it was still not working. so i asked mrs tang for help. it turned out that i had clasped the 'crocodile mouth' at the plastic casing. wth. finally, the needle in both the ammeter and voltmeter moved. the rest of the pract was at last probem-less. but the graph looked weird though. hmm... -shrugs-

money money money
must be funny. had a light snack before guides. then ms lak wanted to see charmaine and i about money matters. what else? went to the den to count money. it was so taxing. we counted so many times that our hands reeked of notes and coins. hell. but our hard work paid off! the leftover amount, after deducting away the claimants, tallied! wow. we were over the moon with pure joy. haha. first time man! =O yupz.

so that's about it. im gonna devote myself to the com this entire afternoon! physics and ss shall come later. later!

counting down- 12 more days to my bday=S

geks dageek @ 1:08 PM

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Thursday, January 06, 2005

*burp* im damn full after having a super heavy dinner. i had two big bowls of fried noodles and a pot of mushroom soup. yep. is it a lot? hmm. the reason im so hungry is today's canteen food. i was queuing up at the malay store and when it was my turn, there was verry little bee hoon left and so i just had that pathetic amount. chua gave me some of hers but it didn't help to fill up my empty stomach which was concentrated with hydochloric acid. haiz.

anyway, apart from the school's gross food, lessons were quite alright today. surprise surprise, to think that today's 'double-period' day. yup. first double was english. my god. ms teo made us all stand and only after providing her with an answer, we can then sit down. yayaya. i tried three times before i could resume to my comfy chair. heh heh. well, she came in at 8.45 which means that we had only one period with her. so we didn't have to read out our paragraphs and humiliate ourselves. whew. after that, we had double physics. went to the lab and were shown the ??? generator. it was really funny to see some of them when they touched the metal casing of the generator. lol. that's cos they'll feel a mild shock when the finger comes into contact with the casing. yup. ya i know... im a coward. i dared not try. heehee.

then came recess. i guess i've mentioned it already. it sucked. as usual. so no surprise there. went up to class and took my chinese stuff. had double chinese. interesting! laoshi is so damn crappy it just makes the whole lesson bearable. =D double e maths was okay too. started on the first chapter: cumulative frequency curve. fun but tedious. i hate using the curve rule. it makes me go crazyyy. but i managed to produce a nice and almost flawless curve when i did the questions he asked us to do. heh heh. yup.

gm was at 2.20. shit. im assigned to be the class i/c of 1/2 for sec one orientation. haiz. another thing to stress about. gotta like make name tags for the whole class and councillors. wow. how the hell am i gonna find time? oh well. i'll manage somehow. arggghhhh...

okay... that's better. yup. gotta go now! till next=P

geks dageek @ 6:26 PM

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Wednesday, January 05, 2005

hey everyone! im seated right in front of my computer (duh) typing this entry while sucking a candy cane given generously by my zilly partner. it's suck-ily nice. haha. let's see, today's a wednesday, which means we are nearly done with the first week of school. which also means a day full of crap. know why? 'cause of assembly. it was a briefing on our cca. blah. like we haven't heard enough the past three years. geez. well, anyway, this morning was real rainy. it was raining buckets. gosh. and to think i'm doing raphael gate. poor me. but i guess it was a blessing in disguise. we didn't have to run during PE! =D of course there's no escape next week. sigh. followed next was english. it turned out we have to write a short paragraph on a topic. ya. finished mine after killing a quarter of my brain cells. and the worse part is, we have to read it out to the entire class. wow.

ss. it totally sucked like hell. valentine fam is our teacher. she's like babbling throughout the one period about some nonsense which is completely useless. why can't she just teach?? and her 'issue' thingy is like alien to me. heck it. well, i guess i'd better stop complaining and try to endure her weird way of teaching 'cause she'll be our ss teacher for the year. can life be anymore depressing?

next was lit. as usual. went through the view. the lesson was quite interesting cos she told us stories which are rather... intersting? haha. recess sucked. the queue was so bloody long and i had to stand in the line for ten minutes. those people are so inconsiderate and selfish. what's so nice about cutting queue anyway? hell. oh well, at least i got my food. =P the lesson after recess was double a maths. he started on chapter 12, limits and differentiation. to tell the truth, i hate it. but so far- i stress- so far it's quite easy to understand but the chapter is non-examinable. ya. chinese was fun- for the first time. hohoho. laoshi told us about china's history. she made the dull subject so funny and interesting. ok... that's the third time i'm using the word.

lalala... ending here... so see ya!

geks dageek @ 6:48 PM

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Tuesday, January 04, 2005

okay, so i've not been updating my blog for two months and i can see that -sumeragi--.blogspot has been abandoned by yours truly. and i guess i've lost touch with the cyber world of netizens. oh wellz. but i did make an effort to update it yesterday, if you haven't noticed. (ok ok... i know it's a sentence made up of three pathetic words. fine) anyway, this is my first official entry in the year 2005. and i'd still like to wish ya'll a happy new year! well, this year is the important year. o levels. big deal. ya... it is actually a VERY VERY big deal. these two days have been quite bearable. so far, homework can be considered little. but i can swear assignments and tests will increase at a rate so alarming that the firemen's engine will go off. sigh. subject teachers came into our class giving us a lecture on the importance of this year. the It year. blah blah. no kidding, they really stressed me out. distinctions, distinctions, nothing but distinctions. well, except for chinese. lao shi just expects us to pass it 'cause it's nearly impossible for us to score even a B4. how encouraging. but that's damn true. -_-''

anyways, i like st raphael's block. it's real homely, unlike st gab's. guess that's the only comforting thing that's happened so far. yup. sigh. there's physics pract this friday and chem pract next friday. that means i'll miss most of the sec one orientation. ughhh... no more opportunity to 'torture' the newbies with sick gooey stuff. okok. sadistic ya. im just joking. don't freak! im perfectly sane!

hmm... i think i'll just end here. don't study too hard! it's only the second day of school! oh! and counting down 16 more days to my birthday. lalalala. s'long=O

geks dageek @ 5:05 PM

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Monday, January 03, 2005

hey im back!

geks dageek @ 5:06 PM

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