Saturday, April 29, 2006
this morning, i woke up with this weird sense of pessimism. there's like a heavy load of uncertainties and unnecessary speculations weighing me down. arghhhh, i feel so down now. and i can't seem to perk myself up. jeez. what's this, man? but seriously, i need to get a grip on my myself. i can't let ths whole thing consume my mind. hello? there are like tons of more worrisome things to fret over. like next tuesday's physics test. my god. i really
really hate physics to the core. the hatred i have for that dumb subject is simply beyond description. i don't think anyone hates it more than me. im totally anti-physics=P really. i don't understand why i took up physics as one of my subjects in the first place. it's just like why i took pure lit in sec school. oh wells. i didn't know what in the world i was thinking. in fact, i've no idea what im thinking right now and what im supposed to think about. sigh. how did i end up in this abyss of predicament? arghhh. i need to climb out of it. everything's just too asphyxiating=X i need to settle down and be more focused on my school work. that reminds me, i've piles and piles of tutorials to complete. excellent.
but i don't feel like doing anything. i just wanna sit somewhere in my house and stone, and drift away to LaLaLand.
this totally sucks=X
geks dageek @ 9:41 AM
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Wednesday, April 26, 2006
taking a break from the blasted pi. what a merciless killer=(
I HATE PI.anyway, today's my first time going to school by train=D im so proud of myself. haha. but i hope it's the first and last time. yeah, i admit im just plain lazy=P hmm. sa's sports day is like so lifeless compared to ij's. well, everyone's not hyped up enough i suppose. oh wells. i don't really care. i was the second runner for the inter-cg relay. gosh. it was nerve-wrecking. and surprisingly, our class got into the finals and we came in fourth. it's really a tremendous accomplishment=D
i was friggin' shocked when i saw
64 missed calls on my phone. thanks hooper, for wasting your time calling me
64 times. wth. crappy please=P
had lunch at ps's mos with mins and jas. the fish burger rocks=D
loooovvveee it. i
LOVE spending time with my dear babes=D
there are times when you think it's there.
but then again, it might just be your imagination.
whatever it is, i don't wanna care 'cause i've more important things to do.
sigh. like my pi.
later=)
geks dageek @ 7:58 PM
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Sunday, April 23, 2006
hyuu. just finished studying chem. you wouldn't believe it. i spent the whole day studying for tomorrow's chem test. am i hardworking or am i hardworking? haha. just hope i can pass=) arghhhhh. this week's gonna be damn hectic. oh no, im going to go bonkers=P
geks dageek @ 8:28 PM
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Saturday, April 22, 2006
i think i just killed 90 percent of my brain cells. but it's okay 'cause i managed to complete my physics assignment. of course, there is a number of questions that i can't do even if you give me 10 years to think. haha. anyways, school was alright yesterday, compared to the other days. i love fridays 'cause lessons end at 11.45! the shortest day of the week=D had chapel in the morning. it was about this jc guy who committed suicide because of an inferiority complex he had about his own anatomy. sad, huh?
house elections. some of the candidates' speeches were quite entertaining. haha. hmm. it does require lotsa courage to go up there and promote yourself in front of so many people o.O math tutorial kinda sucked=P as usual, there was the undignified scramble for the marker pens. lols. hilarious man=D had a half-hour break. i really think half-hour breaks are useless. haha.
yay! i passed my econs test! unbelievable! i was damn happy please=D
hyuuu. i thought i was going to get like 0 or something. lols.
went to the cafe for lunch. coll was sweet! she accompanied me while i waited for my cg friends. colleen rocks=D talked to chua and geokhian. gosh. it's been donkey years since we last talked. after that, went to buy bubble tea with mins and yijie. went back to school to see mr chia for the pw thingy. sigh. i've to narrow down my topic. jeez.
jj concert. haha. in the end, we didn't see his face. 'cause we were in a rush to go watch the rugby match. took bus 13 to j8. yups. i needed to get a top. thanks yijie and mins! then we rushed all the way to rj. goodness. the campus is
HUGE. anyways, the match was an exciting one, though mins and i were confused most of the time. haha. rugby rocks=D lols. alliteration!
had dinner at j8's pastamania with hooper, gary and daniel. baked rice rocks=D but it was the most torturous dinner i've ever had. haha. nearly choked myself to death from laughing too much. lols. my god. hooper's IQ jokes are ultra lame please. haha. gary had to go home alone=P 'cause daniel had direct bus (i think) and hooper and i were taking the train towards marina bay. lols.
sigh. have to go study for chem.
zilly! i'll reply your email asap okay? love you=D
geks dageek @ 9:47 AM
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Monday, April 17, 2006
im looking at my dnt woodpiece that i remember filing and sawing like a crazy woman three years ago. haha. but i had fun painting it=D oh yeah! i remember asking for the dnt workshop man's help and he practically finished off my woodpiece. haha. oops. wasn't supposed to say that=P
oh yeah. meiying! if you happened to read this, can we not go fly kite? i think it's lame. let's go to a beach or something. then the whole class can play contact rugby=D
and talking about rugby, i skipped training today 'cause mins wasn't feeling too well. we went to eat tauhuey. haha. oh and melly's sick. get well soon, melly!
some things are best left unsaid.
and i mean it.
geks dageek @ 7:31 PM
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Sunday, April 16, 2006
haha. im in a good mood now=) so im gonna give a super detailed account of what happened these past two days. let's rewind alright? okay, here goes:
woke up at around nine and had bbf for breakfast. did chem tutorial 9 while watching some taiwanese variety show on channel 56. yay! i can multitask=D erm... maybe not. 'cause i spent nearly 2 hours doing ONE tutorial. so... haha=P after the episode of high school stories, napped for 2 hours. i was super sleepy 'cause i slept at 12 last night. lols. did a few ap/gp questions. yeah, this is my boring sunday for you. haha.
nothing much happened today 'cept the rain. and it means that the track will be wet tomorrow. i'd better bring my shoebag. haha.
attended the easter service at city harvest church. goodness, it's all the way at expo, which is like at the other end of the green line. wells, was supposed to meet hooper at city hall station but we couldn't find each other 'cause the station was very VERY packed. so we decided to meet at tanah merah station. haha. turned out to be impossible too. lols. so in the end, we met at expo station. the people in his cell group are a fun and friendly bunch=D so it wasn't a chore at all to click well with them=D anyways, hoops was uncharacteriscally nice yesterday. he didn't ask for the lemon tea money. haha. then i was like 'i knew you'd say that'. i was just joking okay. lols. my god. we had to queue up. and it was like friggin' packed. you'd think it was an autograph session or something. haha.
the service was quite enlightening and the drama was great. (except the first part with the thunder and everything. made me jump please.) and that hooper laughed like an evil monster=P hmphs. the drama was about the resurrection of jesus. it was interesting though i think i heard it like a hundred times before.
went to this thai restaurant called sakura for dinner. the girls in his cg are really funny. haha. yups. thinks that's all.
oh yeah. and i had fun whacking monster hooper=D
lols.
night people!
geks dageek @ 7:25 PM
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Saturday, April 15, 2006
whew! thank god im finally done with my pi. goodness, it's so stressful=X i hope it doesn't get rejected or else. -glares- but im still proud of myself because i managed to push all the stifling and pressing thoughts aside while i did the pi. major accomplishment=D
i dunno why but it seems like everyone's testing my patience. well, if that's really the case, you've succeeded. but i won't let it affect me. im unassailable! crazy=P but but
BUT it's kinda tiring to keep making wild speculations about issues that are not even
there. okay, i've no idea what im talking about. i mean. sometimes there are certain things that are so obvious that you'll think it's just natural to be
that way. no matter what. but then, what you thought turns out to be
not what you thought it was. confusing, huh? it's like what you're seeing is
not what it seems to be. perhaps i've been reading too much into everything. being able to read between the lines, in this case, is not a good thing. 'cause in the end, you'll feel like you're being led in circles.
and i hate circles=X lols.
sigh. i give up. i won't give a damn anymore.
that ain't my problem man=}
so why do i care?
'cause no one likes to be led in circles.
especially me.
geks dageek @ 10:25 AM
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Thursday, April 13, 2006
i've no idea why im online at this hour. im so friggin' sleepy please. normally, i'd just forget about my computer and go to bed. i don't know what's up with me these few days. going online even though my eyes are half-open, chatting till 11 plus, blah blah blah. no, im not addicted to the net. wells, im just... -shrugs- i really don't know what's up with me. perhaps i need to consult a psychologist. haha. im positive something's wrong with me. seriously.
anyways, had a super great time hanging out with mins, melly and coll=D and catching up with one another. jas had something on so she didn't join us. sigh. once again, the 5 hot babes are incomplete. lols. the threes said i was exceptionally 'high' today. haha. hmm. i think i was just letting go of the terrifying amount of stress i've to undergo every day. it's really no joke being in a scholar class. arghhhh. i hate it=X okay that's not the point here. yups. i was thumbing through melly's seventeen 'zine. it's quite an intriguing issue=) i came across this section about friendship 'politics'. haha. funny=D then we agreed that if a guy ever wants to date any one of us, he has to overcome FOUR obstacles. it's really sweet how sisterly we've become. oh and we are all sharing a locker! we're gonna put lotsa random stuff in it. shampoo, deodorant, facial wash, pictures, our timetables, notes, letters for one another, etc etc. cool, huh? the locker will be like a medium of communication for the five of us=D
dinner at cine's pastamania with the threes was great=D
ookaayyyyyy. that's all.
lovesss=)
geks dageek @ 10:14 PM
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Tuesday, April 11, 2006
jaded.
i dunno. but i feel so worn out that i can hardly keep myself awake for more than half of a lecture or tutorial or practical. it's been two insane days in school. training (which explains the excruciating strains in my thigh muscles and the stupid knee guard i was wearing the whole of today), lectures (which i think is completely senseless to me because im always dozing off most of the time), tutorials (which never fail to leave me completely exhausted) and practicals (which seem to be against me all the time by driving me nuts) have- somehow- become a permanent part of my friggin' life. sigh. sad life=X
and don't remind me of the bloody econs test. i had to force myself to stay awake last night just to study for the lecture test. i was so tired=X it'd be a miracle if i could even pass it. sigh.
and i think i have to resume my daily routines- reach home as early as possible on non-cca days, nap, do tutorials, sleep at nine. well, it's not going to be easy 'cause i've somehow lost that momentum. but it's okay. i'll regain it. soon. and i've to stop chatting on msn late into the night. yeah. haha. limin told me i go offline at a very un-geks time nowadays. and she's like wondering what i've been up to. lols. no worries=D nothing biggie. haha.
alrighty, gotta go turn in for now. later=)
geks dageek @ 7:54 PM
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Wednesday, April 05, 2006
oh my god. it's a miracle that i still have the energy to type out this entry. my legs are aching from all the crazy physical trainings today. first up was my favourite lesson of the week- PE. wow. mr dan ho rocks my world man. did lotsa running and stuff. yeah. it was taxing- mentally and physically. PE was like a warm-up before training. lols. touch rug was great=D
sigh. im too sleepy to blog any further. so yups. oh yeah! thanks vincent! for the HL milk. hahahaha.
lovesss=)
geks dageek @ 9:00 PM
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Tuesday, April 04, 2006
when times are hard, keep trying.
when times get trying, try harder.
i can't remember where i heard that from but it's quite motivating. it's like a guiding light when you feel lost or dejected, blah blah blah. yups. so if any one of you guys out there who hasn't been feeling fine or okay or alright, remember that inspirational saying yeah? chin up! perk up!
everything happens for a reason=)
what's more, you could be sitting next to an angel in disguise=D (oops. been hearing too much of
corrinne may. hahaha.)
with lotsa love^^
geks dageek @ 7:34 PM
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Monday, April 03, 2006
okay. here's the plan: im going to tell myself 'i love tuesdays and i love mugging' every hour of the day. im going to give myself a brainwash. im going to kiss every page of my lecture notes with sheer affection. okay, maybe not. that's totally psychotic. sigh. yes. they are all laced with sarcasm=X it's impossible for me to love attending lectures and tutorials. no way. and unfortunately, i've to go through all that mental and physical torment 24/7. great.
the very first thing we had was math lecture. refreshing, eh? yeah right. more like brain-clogging. started with a new topic which i've already declared my abhorrence to the whole world even before i actually touched it. haha. after the what-seemed-like-a-century math lect, limin came up to me and complained about the inconsiderate people who were seated somewhere behind her. well, apparently they were laughing a little too loudly. oh wells. -shrugs-
chem tutorial was a bit dry but productive nonetheless. haha. leo was bullied by youyin and me. lols. it was damn funny=P had three periods of break. yay! i met all my 4 babes! hahaha. chem lect was alright. physics too=) had to write out an essay plan. wrote crap=P then we had another
pointless discussion about poverty. don't get me wrong. mr turner's a nice teacher. that's why i make an effort to participate in the class discussion.
went to the caf for the 'Very Important Meeting'. haha. it was actually a term to disguise what we had planned for ngminjia. haha. but i missed the mini celebration 'cause i was engaged in a conversation with coll and mr fong. after 15 minutes or so, went to the back of the caf to join the rest of the class (limin, debbie, youyin, ngminjia and melvin). had prata swiss and egg prata for... erm... tea? ('cause it was 4 plus, you see.) yups. the ever-childish monster hooper poured ALL the sugar from the jar onto my prata. thanks=X oh yeah. he and his friends are trying to start a new cca: floorball. haha. interesting=D
limin and the others were asking me to hurry so that they could watch leo run. obviously, i wasn't that obedient. haha. by the time i finished my prata, they practically hopped off the benches. so i asked hooper and yonghui to look after my bag while i put the plate back. seriously. it was really dumb of me to trust them. lols. as expected, they took my bag and ran away. wow. found them at the gallery. then it started to rain like damn heavily. hahahaha.
took 142 with hoops, gary and their friend (can't remember his name but i know he's a marist). yes. as usual, i was flooded with ostensibly endless tides of suan-ings. lols.
sigh. another long day to withstand tomorrow. im
sooooo loving it=X
night=)
geks dageek @ 8:33 PM
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Sunday, April 02, 2006
...
apparently, i've nothing to say. that is, unless i start to ramble off about the weather and how rainy it was blah blah blah. oh man. that'll transform my dear blog into some sleep-inducing lullaby. yawnss. see? even
i can't stand the monotony of it all. sigh.
i need some spice. preferably those really
hot ones. haha.
but i don't need sugar. 'cause i don't wanna get myself into any sort of trouble. haha.
but then again, a sprinkle of sugar can- perhaps- spice up my life a little=)
sugar, spice, and everything... nice? haha. that's too vague a word to use. and besides, sugar and spice make a totally weird combination. oh wells. that's life.
welcome to this crazy world!
yes. i know i can do it=D
geks dageek @ 7:16 PM
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Saturday, April 01, 2006
i think im going to have a breakdown anytime soon. im so overwhelmed by the ever accumulating amount of stress that im undergoing every hour of the day. tutorials, cca, project work, etc. but i know i've to learn to withstand the stresses and strains of jc life. it's a huge leap for me to overcome. i just have to persevere, that's all.
last night was indeed a revelatory moment. well, i've learnt one really important thing: friends will always be there for you no matter what. yup. for nearly 2 months, i've been ignoring this friend. reasons? well, i guess i just wasn't mature enough. chatted on msn and all. told him about a problem that surfaced recently. it was really nice of him to lend me a listening ear. haha. then he said something like 'i've always been there'. that statement was enough to make me cry. but obviously i didn't=) lesson learnt: appreciate your friends. indeed, friends are angels in disguise. they might not be there for you all the time, but you know they care and will always be there if you needed them. you need friends to grow and for emotional support. you need friends to brighten your rainy skies.
melly! thanks for everything! and jasminscoll! you guys have touched my life so deeply! love y'all loads!!!
catch you guys later=)
lubsss<3
geks dageek @ 1:46 PM
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