Tuesday, October 31, 2006
haha! i love these pictures=D

the s02 girls clique! after our last promos paper!

i love the floor. so nice=D oh yeah. that's hsiaoen the KINGKONG. lols.

N329 (not everyone is present, though) haha. we were recording a song for carol!
(from left to right) melly geks karen stuart clarice=) i love them like heaven!
two of my best mates in N329: joleen and kenny=D of course, i love eeryone in the cell!
celine and geks. we were just trying to be funny. we're both heads over heels in love with yul-gun=D erm, but he loves me more, celine. lols.
4 out of 5 babes in sa. in the ladies! hmph. didn't tell me you're all wearing nicenice today. haha.

we miss you truckloads, jas! and we love you!
geks dageek @ 8:40 PM
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this is my 300th post. haha cool=D
The Prestige.
a highly recommended movie=D LOVED it. though it fried nearly 75 percent of my brain cells. the entire plot is just SO captivating. and i think the character christian bale played in this show is way cooler than in batman. and i think he's hot. lols. but of course, zac efron is still HOTTER. heh=D AND scarlett johansson is VERY PRETTY. -gushes- hahahahaha.
met my fellow babes for lunch today=D haha was late. and i thought i was the first one to reach orchard station, 'cause i didn't see any of them there. bleah turned out they were at popular. HAHA. min was like laughing please. 'cause she guessed correctly, that i would think that. lols. ate at subway. yay=D we had our first bite together. cool=) it's our tradition! haha. we smsed jas at the same time. lols. told her we miss her TRUCKLOADS. hope she felt our love for her, though she couldn't join us for lunch. WE LOVE YOU, JAS<3 we were really noisy! haha. watched The Prestige. was confused most of the time 'cause there were a lot of flashbacks. but it's a good movie=) shared another foot-long tuna sandwich! we are gluttons, i tell you. lols. and took pictures! haha. yay! i have a new eye-candy. like after a LONG time. heh. funfunfun=D
had dessert at coffeebean with melly. the brownie was sooooo yummy!
had tremendous fun today. really love these little moments with my dearies. you girls really spice up my life=D we should meet up more often! pepper lunch next, yes? YES! lols. i thank God for them and all the times we've spent together. PRECIOUS like jewels=D
Lord of my life
i love You =)
geks dageek @ 7:52 PM
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Monday, October 30, 2006
disappointed with myself.
really suck at presentation. i spoke too softly and the whole dry run was just a disaster. crap. not enough practice, i guess. oh well.
went to the tauhuey shop. i miss TAUHUEY please! haha. went to mac's with limin. to kill time. lols. saw my juniors! and they told me about this girl who's always at mac's studying. bad things, obviously. they were quite pissed with her. and they were like 'gekshan you traitor! how can she be your friend?!'. lols. and i assured them that i'll side with them if ANYTHING were to happen. they are my dear juniors after all=D haha. anyways, thanks a BILLION, limin! for accompanying me=D lols.
haha. what a day. im so tired. i need sleep.
ZZZzzzzzzz.
geks dageek @ 7:50 PM
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Sunday, October 29, 2006
im sooo sleeeepppppyyyy. and im asking myself what on earth am i doing online. i should go sleep instead. blah. anyway, went for prayer meeting today. was good! haha. POWER. didn't regret going=D
met ham baichi and adel for dinner=D arghhh. miss them loads. had a great time LAUGHNG and EMBARRASSING ourselves. haha. shared all our stories and everything. and it was fun complaining to one another about STUFF. heh=P all the hilarious clubbing stories, the juicy gossips, you name it. we ROCK. and baichi's boy problems. lols=D i so love today! i miss having them around. seriously. nothing compares to the time spent with them. it felt so FREE relating to them. no hiding, no facades, no uneasiness. how i wish we were all in the same school. oh wells. for a moment, i forgot about pw and everything
'wordly' (if there's such a word). haha. hope zelina comes back soon! then we can all go CRAZY together! lols. we're all hopeless RETARDS=D coolness.
dry run tomorrow. major turn-off=/
sometimes i wonder if it's all worth it. bleah.
i give my all to You=)
geks dageek @ 10:07 PM
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Saturday, October 28, 2006
had a great time shopping with my dearest friends yesterday=) limin hsiaoen melvin and zhenjie=D was tiring trying to make our way through the crowd at bugis street, but it was worth it=D bought quite a number of stuff with less than 100 bucks! haha. so im HAPPY=D
OMG. and i found out SOMETHING that is totally unbelievable. OMG. haha.
bleah. i hate pw. totally sucks please.
lalalala=D
geks dageek @ 10:54 AM
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Thursday, October 26, 2006
MIND BLAST was like WHOA. AWESOME=D
the word was enlightening=) and this cell group meeting removed all my burdens and i feel so relieved now=D THANK GOD!
today's the last day of school=) but there's still pw. bleah. never mind, it'll be over SOON. yes. haha. had two hours of maths lecture in the morning. i tell you, it was SO boring=X chem lecture was alright, 'cause it ended early. had lunch at the chicken rice stall near school=) yum=) town-ed with nic, melvin, zhenjie, youyin and leo. haha. was fun=D
had a great time laughing! lols. i'll remember that super hilarious thing you said, rico. POSER TO POSTMAN. OMG. it was downright lame please! lols. couldn't stop laughing after that. and the best part is, i laughed to myself on the way home when that 'postman' joke came back to my mind. RETARDED please=P lols.
game was FUN. haha. lovelovelove=D had more games after cell group. with n329! haha=D had a great time SCREAMING and LAUGHING=D heh. took a few pictures too=) dom and leonard! i don't look like xiaomeimei okay! lols.
i love today's cell. REALLY=D
to vanessa: thanks for the sms, dear! you really cheered me up=D i love you lots and more lots!
HOW AWESOME IS THIS PLACE=D
geks dageek @ 8:32 PM
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Wednesday, October 25, 2006
i don't understand. is it wrong to be angry with people who did things to annoy you? excuse me, in case it slipped your mind, im not immortal. my patience level does not have the capacity to stretch over its limit. so. if it just so happens that you're unhappy with that post with all the obscenities, TOO BAD for you. it's MY life and i have every right to be angry over that sms issue. try putting yourself in my shoes and you'll know how EXTREMELY irritating it is. and mind you, i wasted TEN smses in that ONE DAY. thanks a lot. you know what, just forget it. no point explaining myself when you people don't even understand how i feel. and i DID NOT condemn anybody for that matter. whatever. i don't care anymore. it's useless okay. there comes a point when you're so disheartened and disappointed that you can't be bothered by anything anymore. im gonna just forget about this whole thing. being angry doesn't help in any way. and it's not as if there isn't a reason behind it.
oh wells. never mind. doesn't matter anymore. if it doesn't matter to you, why should i be bothered by it? i think i lead a pathetic life. who cares anyway. FORGET IT.
lovecovers lovecovers lovecovers.
hmm. im not sure when the term's ending. but i guess it should end around this week? -shrugs- there are just so many things to give thanks for. so MANY. and i feel so blessed to have met these wonderful people who have changed my life- one way or another=D
babes (melly jas min coll)
it seems like we've known each other since kindergarten. haha. you girls have really made my life in sa a colourful one and i thank you for that=D still remember all the crazy things we did during first three months! like laughing really loudly in the middle of the cafe and singing all the sappy disney songs. and i really appreciate all the encouragement you girls have given me. all the times you've stood by me when im down, etc. i really miss you girls truckloads. so we should all meet up soon=D i thank God for each one of you and i LOVE YOU GIRLS TO BITS<3
s02 girls clique (limin hsiaoen bo nic youyin)
you girls ROCK. without any one of you in s02, life in school would be dull and boring. haha. thanks for always putting up with my badass attitude and my occasional moodswings. thanks for boosting my confidence in my studies. really glad to have known you girls=D just wanna let you know i LOVE YOU and there's nothing you can do about it=D
my beloved ij undercovers (adels ham meow baichi)
you girls have never failed to make me laugh whenever we meet up. haha. (or is it the other way round? lols.) all the horsing around and stuff! haha. i miss you girls lotslotslots and we should meet up like SOON. miss laughing with you retarded people=D and i can't wait for zelina to come back so we can all LAUGH AND HIGH together=D i LOVE YOU GIRLS MUCHES!
yups. i thank God for all of them. LOVE=D
LOVE COVERS.
geks dageek @ 6:35 PM
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006
sometimes i scare myself. really.
but some things, which used to mean the whole world to me, don't matter anymore. seriously. i can't be bothered. why should i care when you don't even give a damn. people are such cruel creatures. you place your trust in them but they don't know how to appreciate it. they take it for granted and some even abuse it. such friends aren't worth my time and love. they say hurtful things, ignore you when they know you're angry with them, don't care about your feelings. i've had enough. if that's what y'all want, i don't mind. this just shows how shallow our friendship is. i see no point in continuing this friendship. karen said before: you have to protect yourself too. why hurt yourself when it's obviously not worth it?
on a lighter note, today was good=) slacked big time. didn't do anything much. watched high school musical for the FOURTH time. haha. i think zac efron is HOT. like obviously. haha. understatement of the century=D
had maths make-up lecture yesterday. didn't pay attention throughout the lesson, 'cause i was writing my script for the OP dry run. oops=X the dry run wasn't too bad, i guess. mr chia said i was a little soft. HAHA. see? told you im soft-spoken. *ahem.
went to rafflescity with limin, hsiaoen, melvin and juan.
TAN LIMIN. i still remember what you and hsiaoen did on the bus. BLEAH=P
arghhh!!! i wanna SHOP SHOP SHOP. think we're going out on friday. HOPEFULLY. haha. had dinner with clarice at mos. whoa. had a great time talking and LAUGHING. i LOVE TO LAUGH. coolness=D haha.
no school tomorrow. YAY. haha.
some things are best left unsaid. really.
everytime i need to find my way back homeYou are the compass of my soul=)
geks dageek @ 7:41 PM
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Sunday, October 22, 2006
does it take a million bucks to give me your study hours? do you people know how fucking annoying it is to keep on pestering you oh-so-mighty people for your stupid study hours?? do you think my smses are free?? what's your fucking problem?? is it SO difficult to reply my sms?? i believe it's MUCH simpler than your dumb math questions. are you suffering from parkinson's disease? are your hands so shaky that you can't even hold your handphones properly? DAMN ALL OF YOU. do you people think im easy to bully??? what am i?? some loser whose dignity you can trample over? come on, cooperate. all you mean people have to do is just press on a few numbers on your keypad and press 'send'. that's ALL. so STOP being such irritating asses whom i have to waste my smses on. JUST to get your pathetic study hours.
i'll go to hell just typing that whole chunk out.
i DON"T care. im so DAMN pissed. it's not the FIRST time.
THAT"S IT. you people have made me lose my patience. congrats. well done.
geks dageek @ 8:45 PM
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TAN LIMIN is such a blur block. haha=P she forgot to bring her wallet! and i had to walk ALL THE WAY back to the bus-stop with her so that she could borrow money from leo. WAH. anyway, did pw at the hostel today. i really hate pw to the very core. and there's still the bloody script to do later. OH MAN. dry run tomorrow. kinda stressed. hope everything goes well tomorrow.
yesterday was really one emotional day. karen's leaving n329=( and i've always thought she would be our cell leader. so it was really shocking. and SAD. im already missing her=( but i guess it's not something to be upset about. 'cause it's a new beginning for all of us. what's life without change? it's the only constant in life (besides God's love). yup. and sis rebec is our new cell leader=)
arghh. DRY RUN. stupid=X blah.
it's gonna be alright=D
geks dageek @ 7:45 PM
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Thursday, October 19, 2006
blah. this is disgusting. my skin allergy is BAD. that's why im at home at this time BLOGGING. haha. arghhh. the effects of the allergy is simply unsightly=X bleah.
don't think i can go for bs later.
moooo. ARGHH. and i embarrassed myself BIG TIME yesterday. all thanks to jonathan hooper. you moron! i'll get back at you ONE DAY. ONE DAY. watch out=X haha. but it was hilarious. lols.
anyways, i wanna watch my princess hours. can't wait to watch the final episode. heh.
oh yeah. had a great time talking to my favourite girls in the whole universe yesterday. miss them muches=D mellycollminjas!
LATER=D
over the mountains and the seas Your river runs with love for meand i will open up my heart and let the Healer set me free=)
geks dageek @ 10:57 AM
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
'gao bai gen ta' (means 'confess to her' in chinese).
my goodness. is my chinese pro or what. that tanlimin kept laughing at me please. even on the train=X never mind. she embarrassed herself too=P heh.
arghh. talking about embarrassment. man, i really embarrassed myself BIG TIME yesterday. it was during physics lect. mr lee was saying something like '... should be correct'. and being me, i just blurted out 'should be' really loudly. i was being sarcastic and i think he heard me. lols. but it was really funny=D
and i embarrassed myself today. yes,
again. i said 'hi' to jeremy. then he was like 'eh...' and i thought he was talking to me. so i went like 'huh' really loudly. turned out he was eh-ing his friend. arghhh. so embarrassing=X but it was really funny. bo and i ended up laughing like loonies. LOL=D
my goodness. two paragraphs of embarrassing myself. that's bad. lols.
whew. done with the wr. and OP's next. this is downright horrible. really.
girls' minds are not complex. you just need to understand them. that's all=)
okay. random-ness. haha=)
anyways.
i need clothes! blah.
'don't fall sick ever again. 'cause i'll feel the pain more intensely than you.' -yul gun-yul-gun's mine, hsiaoen!!! =P he loves me the MOST and there's nothing you can do about it. HAHA=PYou are my source and my salvationnothing compares to You <3
geks dageek @ 7:00 PM
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Sunday, October 15, 2006
why is it so hard?
blah. i donch knows=X
anyways. spent the whole day watching princess hours. that show rocks, i tell you. sigh. i feel so sorry for yul-gun=( it breaks my heart to see him so sad. lols. just finished editing my eom. man i don't know how many bloody times i've edited that dumb thing. blah.
pw sucks big time. why oh why do we have to do pw??? waste of time, waste of energy, waste of money. YUCK. OP is in less than a month's time. and i know it's gonna freak me out major. im soft-spoken, you know. *coughs. who am i kidding. haha.
it's going to be one mundane week ahead. and LESSONS RESUME this coming week. this is pure crap. didn't even give us a few days' break after promos and they still want us to attend lectures and tutorials. RAHH. this is unjust=P
can't wait for pw to be over. it's disgusting.
and i can't seem to find the motivation to upload the pictures into my com. im so LAZY.
just realised.
there is a story behind every person you see on the streets, the train, anywhere.
so i guess i should be more understanding, more accepting.
oh wells. random-ness. haha.
living to be near you Lordi long to see Your face =)
geks dageek @ 8:10 PM
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Friday, October 13, 2006

to hsiaoen limin nicole: yul-gun is MINE. he's my one and only and im his one and only. lols. oh oh oh!!! we share the same birthday!!! is that cool or what. heh=D arghhh. he's friggin' gorgeous please=) can't get enough of him. going to print more of his pictures=D haha.
yay! i pass my econs=D joy to the world!
two hours of OPJIT. bo-ring=X
I LOVE YUL-GUN=D and he's
MINE. end of story. lols.
geks dageek @ 3:11 PM
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Thursday, October 12, 2006
not too happy with my results. especially GP. blah. deproved quite a lot=/ sigh. but it's alright. at least i made improvements in the other subjects=)
school was kinda empty today.
felt sleepy during physics tutorial=/ haha. didn't have enough sleep 'cause of princess hours. heh. hopelessly hooked to the show=P call me crazy. haha. yul-gun is mighty ultra CUTE=D arghhh. he's MINE. haha=P love him to bits and pieces! but won bin is still number one in my heart<3 heh=D

yul-gun is my prince charming=) omg omg omg he's so so so so CUTE. i can stare at his picture FOREVER=D haha. okay im going psychotic. see? this is what physics do to you. lols=X
i'll wait. i'll wait till your breeze blows towards me. -yul-
YUL-GUN ROCKS=D
geks dageek @ 5:25 PM
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006
amazing race sucked. we gave up after completing three stations. wasted my life there. could've used that time to watch my princess hours. blah.
been reading Time since yesterday. and it's really disturbing to learn how severely polluted many megacities are. like kanpur. the amount of pollution is simply shocking please. okay why am i blogging about this. haha.
the princess hours songs are DAMN nice=D heh. thanks to xiaolan=D
anyways. think im gonna flunk that current affairs quiz. sorry melvin! =/
arghhh! can't wait to watch princess hours later=) heh.
feeling weird. no idea why.
maybe it's just the haze=/
vague and elusive.
i need You=)
geks dageek @ 7:39 PM
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Tuesday, October 10, 2006
guess what guess what guess what???!!!
i've got a C for my physics!!! woohoo!!! my hard work paid off=D yay!!!
merci, god, for this wonderful miracle=D LOVELOVELOVE<3 so over the moon with joy=D at last at last at last! i passed my physics=D PHYSICS. every minute spent on the subject was worth it. now i know hard work WILL be rewarded. with faith with faith with faith=D really really wanna thank those who have helped me=D mr chia and minrui! thanks to them, physics doesn't seem so cruel anymore=) heh.
anyways, princess hours rocks=D addicted to the show. haha.
blah. don't care anymore.
whatever will be will be.
You're my strength when i am wearyYou give me reason to believe =D
geks dageek @ 2:56 PM
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Monday, October 09, 2006
...and time keeps slipping away.i'll try my bestest best to make full use of my end-of-year break: catch up on schoolwork(topics that i don't understand), spend time with my dear friends, read my Time magazines, read my manga and EXERCISE. man i need it. haven't been running for the past two or three weeks=/ blah. time to RUN. 2.4! maybe i should plan a timetable or something. don't want to waste my hols away. i know i'll regret if i did. haha.
school was boring today. had some cultural programme in the cc the ENTIRE day. wasted my life there. blah. met karen for bs at ps=)
anyways, im so happy i don't have to attend school tomorrow=D went to the doc's 'cause i've got some skin allergy thingy. it's so disgusting please. and my dad asked him to give me an mc=D heh. HAPPY. means i can watch my darling princess hours the whole of tomorrow=D is that bliss or what. haha.
i really admire my dear brother. he can actually study right beside the television set. he rocks=P haha. wonder how he'd do for his streaming. and he told me physics is EASY. nearly strangled him. haha.
wish i could erase everything.
when my world stood in silenceYou filled my heart with songs that never end=)
geks dageek @ 8:13 PM
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Sunday, October 08, 2006
just realised i have a pile of untuoched Time magazines on my desk. arghh. i'd better start reading them. or the money paid for the subscription will go to waste. haha.
read limin's blog and felt that i should have joined them for dinner and all. haha. sounded like alot of fun=D maybe i should be more participative in class- i mean
clique- activities in the future. haha. hmm. but i have my priorities. one of them: save money. shopping trip on friday. can't wait=)
friday was a blast. 'cause it's the last day of promos=D the thought of not being obliged to study is such a relief. you can never imagine how stressed and tired i've been during that two torturous weeks. it's worse than the olevels period=/ so glad promos are over. but the results part makes me a little jittery. blah.
had breakfast at mac's with limin, bo, nicole, hsiaoen and youyin. melissa came to join us too=) talked a lot. hmm. i should be more careful with words. don't want to give the wrong advice. haha. hsiaoen and i had our ears pierced at bits and pieces. hsiaoen was like damn scared. lols. went to the washroom at wisma and took lots of pictures. haha.
FUN. and we gave melissa the opportunity to unleash her photography skills=D
went to heeren to take neos. haha. so
'secondary school'. used to be my favourite pastime=D USED TO. lols. omg. melissa actually ordered a ONE-FOOT sandwich. haha. took the train with her. lols. she's officially the first person who told me i don't look
dao when i don't smile. haha.
cell group was great. about miracles and faith.
met up with adels yesterday. haha. was late. as usual=P had lunch at sub and window-shopped. talked about what we're gonna do when zilly comes back and her sister's wedding. yay=) it's going to be a good term break=D
service was alright.
this is bad. kept getting distracted during the past few services. dunno why. this is really bad.
spent the whole of today watching princess hours. arghhh!! lovelovelove this korean drama=D shall go home early tomorrow so that i can watch the show=D it's so so so so nice! love it to bits=D but the girl is so dumb! how can she endure such injustice? it's so ridiculous. okok stop.
time waits for no one, carol said.
it'll not stop either. that's why every moment in life is transient. most of them just become memories. that will fade with time. then you'll start to drift away from them. i hope i did. holding on to too many memories can be a burden sometimes.
okay what am i talking about. makes no sense. i think everything i've done makes no sense. this is so stupid. why do i have to do this to myself. okay whatever. i can't be bothered. this is just dumb.
can't believe im such an incorrigible idiot. so stupid. RAHHH.
of all people. of ALL people.
arghhh im talking rubbish. RUBBISH. i'll never everevereverevereverever let it happen. DUMB.
why is there school tomorrow? they should give us a few days off. RAHH. sick.
tired=/
geks dageek @ 7:54 PM
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Friday, October 06, 2006
finally.
finally finally finally.
PROMOS ARE OVER.it's play time! haha.
econs today. bleah. don't think i'll do well. oh well too bad=/ screw it.
had breakfast at mac's with limin kk youyin bo and nicole. melissa came to join us=)
town-ed. yay=D i have three ear holes now=D haha. yup. kk and i got our ears pierced today=D okay too many smiley faces. lols.
okay gotta go bathe. cell group later=)
and meeting adels tomorrow.
life's getting better. 'cause promos are over=D yay! joy and peace to the world!
lalalalala=DDD
every step i take You will lead mewith You i'll walk the raging seas
geks dageek @ 4:44 PM
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Thursday, October 05, 2006
three down. one more to go=D
yay! last paper tomorrow=D lalalalala. and it's econs. which im intending to give up. read through market failure and hell. was a whole load of crap. but never mind. will do my best tomorrow=) have to pass it.
maths paper wasn't too good, wasn't too bad. kinda in between. haha. hope it wasn't TOO badly done. oh wells. whatever will be will be=)
sort of in a party mood right now. but cannot slack yet. there's still econs. arghh so sickening. they should just let me drop econs and use my chinese instead. it's H1 after all. econs is SO boring=/ bleah.
omg omg omg. there are a hundred million things i wanna do after promos!
i wanna watch that new korean drama. something about princes and princesses falling in love and all. haha im such a sucker for romance=P and the song's nice=D
i wanna go shopping! can't wait for oct 13=D our planned shopping trip to bugis. heh.
i wanna watch tsubasa season2!!! i've been waiting for it since the end of last year. i miss my eyecandy. syaaooorrraaaannn-kkkuuunnn=P LOL.
i wanna go out with my dear babes=D this is a MUST man. haha. SENTOSA. miss them loads and loads!
i wanna meet up with adels hams meow and baichi=) miss being spastic with them. haha.
and the list goes on. lols.
eh wait. there's still pw. AHHH. sick.
okay.
econs. so. is the government effective in its implementation of the various measures to mitigate the negative impact arising from market failure?
oh please. who cares about these things anyway. bleah=P
i love You with all my hearttrust You with all i havefor You hold the heavens and earthin Your hands
geks dageek @ 7:03 PM
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Tuesday, October 03, 2006
one down. three more to go.
chem. is. finally. over.
joy to the world=D
man. was really stressed to the core yesterday. couldn't sleep=/ yes, that bad. and im so glad i can throw away and forget about all the nonsense i memorised like crazy for org chem for the rest of the year. mcq was kinda tough. hope i pass=) think the paper was a little better than expected, 'cause i didn't have to do thermochem (didn't manage to study that topic=P). haha. so. just hope i can at least get a decent grade=) oh wells. physics tomorrow=S arghh. better go study superposition.
later=D
i will magnify Youi will glorify Youi will lift my hands and worship my Kingso takeYour rightful place LordJesus You're my Saviouri will magnify Youand glorify Your name =)
geks dageek @ 3:35 PM
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Sunday, October 01, 2006
sometimes it's so much easier to just give up.
im so SICK and TIRED of studying. there were fleeting moments when i felt that all would just be useless in the end. what if i didn't improve at all? my efforts would be wasted man. all these little insecurities of studying=X haha.
been a mentally draining week. the badly done GP paper left me completely in the dumps for a few days. felt really demoralised. maybe i gave myself too much pressure? i dunno. and even without the worrying thought that i might flunk GP, the days haven't been much of an improvement. i guess im just really stressed out and scared. what if i got retained? man that would kill me. seriously. it'll be more than just disappointing my parents and myself. okay i should stop all these unfounded anxieties. i've been studying hard and God knows=) i know He'll give me the grades i deserve=)
just do your best and God will take care of the rest. that's what clarice and karen told me. felt so much better after that. but the pressure is still there, though less intense. guess it'll only go away after this friday=) man, can't wait for friday! you'll see a happy girl=D haha.
had two hours of physics consultation on friday. madness. haha. after that, i had serious verbal diarrhoea. limin claimed that being in the house studying for consecutive days is the root cause. i really think too much mugging makes me mad. lols.
had physics tuition with minrui in the afternoon. haha. sigh physics physics physics. what's this? why is my life sooo filled with physics? gross=X think im gonna do badly for maths. gosh i really hate differentiation and summation! sick topics i tell you. bleah=P
so. two more days to promos and four to freedom. not total but temporary. heh.
guess studying has its plus points. basically, there's retention of facts in the brain. and it uses up so much of your energy that you've nearly none to think about other things. so studying's good in a way. haha.
brain-dead. need to sleep. night=)
in my heart we'll never be aparttake all of me =)
geks dageek @ 10:04 PM
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