Friday, March 30, 2007
and in the end i didn't attend the choir practice today=X
someone please shoot me now. haha.
so i missed the lifecon so that i could miss choir pract. what kind of logic is this=P oh wells! what's done cannot be undone=P haha.
been a pretty bearable day (except for the three periods of physics).
yes. started the day off with my dearest subject PHYSICS. awww don't i just looovvveee the sound of it on my lips=P whatever. spent the whole one and a half hours going through SPA skill A, which is the ultimate killer. how the hell am i supposed to come up with some stupid experiment to investigate some stupid crap?? like i care if the mass of the bloody pendulum bob varies linearly with the period of its oscillations or whatever. DUHHH.
maths tutorial was okay, just a little sleep-inducing=/ slept a bit during maths lect. haha. was super sleepy=X and it's back to amaths nightmare- PERMUTATIONS AND COMBINATIONS. what a disgusting topic! chem tut was okay too. went through the paper and realised i've made a lot of stupid mistakes haha.
friday is such a disgusting day. so many tutorials! and after this week it's back to more mugging=X which is pretty sad cos i'll miss my 'slackish' days. haha. and i guess it's time i should know what i wanna do after the a's=) i need a vision to direct my life and i need to see it so that i can speak it! haha. it's gonna help me focus better on what i wanna do in the NEAR future=D
ARTS AND SOCIAL SCIENCE FAC=D
have FAITH please.
said by God in my heart=)
believe in Him for the provision for YOUR vision!
haha. but before i start to get all excited, i've to work really hard. no pain no gain=)
im trying to convince myself it's all a dream.
geks dageek @ 10:53 PM
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Thursday, March 29, 2007
screw blogger!
all thanks to some stupid technical problem, i had to change my blogadd=( annoying=X
anyways, it's our official first week back in school. our new timetable is horrendous to the very core. thank goodness we had melvin to save the day! haha. still. our latest day ends at 3.30=X oh wells it's better than nothing=)
last week was hell. stress stress stress. did horribly for blocks cos i FAILED MY PHYSICS. please tell me im a genius.
school's been alright so far. no tutorials to do yet. haha. but im sleepy everyday! this is bad please. haha.
was laughing at myself last night (silently, of course). didn't know why i was so affected. like wth please. haha.
perhaps it will. perhaps it won't.
perhaps i do. perhaps i don't.
perhaps it is. perhaps it isn't.
oh it's all so confusing.
geks dageek @ 8:43 PM
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Sunday, March 18, 2007
okay i know im not supposed to be online now BUT. everybody needs a break right? yes, of course. im a human, not some machine. haha. anyways, it's been a crazy week of endless mugging, mugging and
more mugging. and today im in a total rebllious state. i don't want to even take a quick peek at those damn notes. screw them!
arghhhhh GP tomorrow=X nightmarenightmarenightmare.
okokokokokokok STOP thinking about it. im freaking myself out.
seems like this block test week is gonna last like forever. yeccchhh hate it to the max! =X
on a lighter note, dinner with colleenchan on friday was FUN. haha yes yes we should have a healthier friendship=) haha. went with her to collect her phone and had dinner at pastamania. one of my favourite eating places=) and colleen's reaction to my suggestion (to eat at pasta) was really
OHMYGOSH. haha. laughed so loud please! lols. and the reason for her
'violent' reaction? cos she said she knew i was gonna say that. BLEAHHH=P anyways, dinner was good! had dessert at
Made With Love. gossshhh it's a really nice place to hang out with your friends=) the ambience was WOW=) haha. i LOVE oreocheesecake and
PINKlemonade=D
had a really interesting conversation on the way home. we were talking about 'love as a choice' and 'love as a feeling', and how people always base their relationships on 'feelings'. quite abstract, if you ask me. haha. church and cellgroup sermons always portray love as a 'choice' and i guess im gonna buy that=) whatever, im not going to waste my time analysing this whole is-love-a-choice-or-feeling topic. haha. GP GP GP!
service yesterday was GREAT.
moving in the power of the Holy Spirit=D ahhhh althea withdrew from choir cos she had to serve on all three days=( nobody to laugh with. haha. BUT thank God for lijun and sarah or i'll be pretty lonely during practice yesterday=) took the train home with jon and lijun. with jon around, you can never have a moment of peace. haha!
yess. i shan't let my thoughts lean towards the negative.
think positive, girl.
persistence in your prayers and they shall come to pass=)
after all, it's
GOD we're talking about=)
geks dageek @ 7:56 PM
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Sunday, March 11, 2007
God must be laughing at me from heaven.
hiding way too much.
living in self-denial.
all the dumb pretenses=/
oh wells.
today's like the most productive sunday i've ever had this year. didn't sleep the whole day away=) haha. studied chem! what a horrible subject. and i've only finished kinetics, chem and ionic equilibria. there's still org chem!
NIGHTMARE.haha.
enjoyed myself yesterday=)
went for make-up cell with althea=) had tremendous fun crapping with my alab partner! all the cheesy pickup lines! and althea was complaining about the
SUN (no pun intended=P) and how she should have brought her sun-block along. LOLS.
had choir practice after service. it was FUN=D then jon and i went up onstage to FEEL how it's like to be standing there. haha.
mannn it was total coolness!
haha. yesterday was one FUN day filled with laughter, laughter and
more laughter! lols.
i wanna be able to believe again. that it's all true.
geks dageek @ 10:15 PM
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Friday, March 09, 2007
last day of term one!
bleahhh but there's nothing to be happy about. haha. why? cos block test is like one week away. AND i haven't started on my revision. congratulate me people.
feeling kinda moody today. must be the weather=X haha. yeah yeah blaming everything but myself. lols. econs consultation was a waste of time. seriously. we didn't know we were supposed to prepare questions to ask him. so yeah. as what proton loves to say, we went there with a clean slate of mind=P haha.
tried to sleep just now. but i COULDN'T. must be the weather (again). so im feeling a li'l tipsy. haha.
MMMmmmm my mum's
popiahs are the
BEST. like totally! had three of them=D im a happy girl!
stayed at home the whole of yesterday. had a good rest and managed to complete the GP essay. whew. fried like ninety percent of my brain cells. haha. the introduction alone took me like nearly half an hour to finish. bleahhh this is bad. this just shows my brain isn't functioning at its optimal level. lols!
no more dramas please=)You're the answer to my prayers=)
geks dageek @ 6:05 PM
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007
had a 'flu-ish' day at school. haha. kept sneezing and sneezing! ROAR=X couldn't concentrate during chem and econs tutorials. felt like total crap please. and i FAILED my econs essay test. and i STUDIED. oh wells. it wasn't that bad a fail, though. haha. thought i was going to get like a single digit or something=/
had this juniors-meet-seniors session after lessons. don't ask. it was totally pointless. haha.
went to the tauhuey shop with limin after school. talked a lot of nonsensical stuff.
SO WHAT SO WHAT??? haha!
block test in two weeeksss and im not prepared. WOW. better get my ass off the computer room and start doing my GP essay! =/
don'tknow.don'tcare.don'twanttoknow.like.whatever.
geks dageek @ 5:42 PM
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Saturday, March 03, 2007
prunus psendo-cerasus.embodies so many things that have happened before. yeah, feeling a little nostalgic=)
must have been the 4/2'05 blog that triggered off this whole looking-back-on-the-years-gone-by thing. haha. the sad and the happy; the bad and the good; the hopeful and the disappointed. all woven together into a nice thick blanket-
WARM=) hahaha. but it can get a little smothering at times. haha oh wells. random-ness=P
ANYWAYS.
it's time to let go of the past- what's happened, all the regrets, embarrassment, all the hurt and anger. YUPS=)
FINALLY.
debate is OVER. was feeling so tense yesterday! haha. think i did a lousy job. but oh well! it's all over! happy=) BUT. there's vector test to study for!
NIGHTMARE please=X
was late for cell yesterday. felt so bad cos they waited for me. haha. lucky thing i met nicolas at the interchange! haha. cos i wasn't sure where to stop. haha. played this get-to-know-you game. was funny=D fiona was my partner! =)
fellowship. laughed a lot with althea! lols=D oh oh oh! carol loves wu zun too! wahhh the whole world seems to be smitten by him=P
and we missed the last train=X the cab uncle was NICE i tell you. he offered to send the three of us (fiona, candice and me) home with just ten bucks! is that cool or what. haha.
through all the lies You're the truth=)
geks dageek @ 10:36 AM
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Thursday, March 01, 2007
for once im dreading cell meeting=X
tell me, is this bad or what.
i don't want to start all over again. i hate having to adapt to a whole new setting. seriously. im too attached to N329 i guess. oh well. God will see me through=)
oh maannnn tomorrow's a disgusting day. like totally. debate and physics SPA!!! HORROR=X why oh why do i have to be the parallel speaker?? three bloody minutes to speak! what rubbish. RAHHH.
BS yesterday at carol's place=)
justine and i got drenched from head to toe, toe to head! all thanks to the driver of bus 38=X had two lessons done. haha=P
haven't been sleeping enough lately. and im soooo friggin' tired! this is bad please. lols.
arghhh sleeeeeppppyyyy. nights=)
i don't know that much
but i know this much is true =)
geks dageek @ 9:07 PM
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