Sunday, April 29, 2007
let's see.
i had an amazing total of three and a half hours of sleep last night. ermm make it
this morning. 5.30 to 9.00. and i think that's why i feel vaguely faint-ish this whole day. haha=P shall sleep early tonight or i can forget about going to school tomorrow. haha.
still seems a little elusive.
let's hope it's REAL.
anyways, i'd like to thank God for His unfailing GRACE=)
AND for keeping me alive and kicking today. HAHA.
geks dageek @ 8:12 PM
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Wednesday, April 25, 2007
and there are all these moments of emotional
'dry-ness'.
like you don't really give a damn about nearly everything related to your emotions. like the usual surges of anxiety and excitement have come to naught. maybe im just overly stressed out by the endless INFLOWS of assignments and tests. or maybe im just mentally and physically drained.
i don't know.
and when your emotions override almost every aspect of your life, it can get a tad overbearing. sometimes so much so that everything just withers away.
and lately i've been feeling totally jaded. and i find myself slowly retracing my steps.
there comes a point in life when you just want to get away because you don't want to face reality. and sometimes i feel so saturated that i can't absorb anymore.
okok. to put it simply, I NEED REST. I AM FRIGGIN' TIRED. IM EXHAUSTED.
and all the moodswings come.
i don't know how the hell im going to study for friday's maths test when there's cell tomorrow.
go, fail.
don't go, might fail.
might as well just go. haha.
not as if i haven't failed any maths tests before=P
and i know im going to fail tomorrow's econs test. i don't understand FOREX!!!
stay ashore, geks=)
geks dageek @ 9:27 PM
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Sunday, April 22, 2007
our class came in second! hahaha yess good run everyone! (youyin, bo, nicole, limin, juan, leo, macheng, chiawei and zhenjie)
had a FEAST yesterday! it was all on PATRICK=D so im gonna sayyyyy... PATRICK IS SOOOOO NIIICCCEEEE! haha! left early cos i had a pretty bad gastric pain=X saddd. anyways, fellowship was FUN=D made two new friends! PAUL and GRACE. they're from southkorea. coolness=D
went to the hairdresser's today. hope i didn't waste my 12 dollars! haha=P
ohhh yesss. just read adel's letter. haha. mannn i miss those letter-writing days. all the cute li'l thingies and the pretty colors=D all the Xes and the Os, all the 'take care's and all the 'love you's. haha. im pretty touched=) well, it's a good thing that we still bother to keep the friendship going and hopefully WE (adels, zilly and me) will be the BESTEST friends forever and ever and ever!
anyways, im glad i walked out of it. it tore the crap out of me and it was a really bad fall. well yeah. no one would have believed the crazy nonsensical gekshan would end up in that crap. haha. oh wells. it's all part of growing up=)
not yet.
can't get too close.
just don't want to. it's that fear, you see.
stiiiillll. can't help but to feel all fuzzed up=)
short but sweet.it's one of those fuzzywuzzy times=)
geks dageek @ 7:28 PM
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Tuesday, April 17, 2007
have to wake up 10 minutes earlier tomorrow! that's 10 precious minutes of my sleep time we're talking about. so you'd better appreciate this GOODFRIEND here jon! haha=P
yay! meeting adels for lunch tomorrow=D JOY. haven't seen her in AGES. can't wait=D
okies i wanna sleep. NIGHTS.
geks dageek @ 10:24 PM
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Sunday, April 08, 2007
thurday night out with the girls was FUN=D
had dinner at hooters and had a totally fantabulous chill-out session at o-bar=D
LOVES=D
easter service on friday.
the drama was totally AWESOME. i loved it!
had a lotta fun LAUGHING and CRAPPING with the cell=D our UNIQUE 'hello' hand sign! hahahahahaha! and patrick was sooo meannnn! and clarice and i laughed our heads off over the drama production! goshhh it was total hilarity=D and stuart kept associating me with clarke quay. haha!
easter service (again) on saturday.
was friggin' sleepy throughout the train ride to expo. and i thought i was going to fall asleep during service=P it's a VERY bad idea to go to bed at 2.30 in the MORNING. haha. lucky thing i had the tube of mentos (which some SUPER ULTRA nice person got for me) to keep me awake. but the sugar effect wore off right after service. HAHA.
anyways, today's a pretty unproductive day=/ sleeeepppyyy.
drrraaattttssss there's PE tomorrow! HORROR.
the fear. it just won't go away.
geks dageek @ 7:35 PM
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Wednesday, April 04, 2007
OH NO! getting back GP blocks tomorrow!!! proton said there's only one person who failed. and i think i just might be the LUCKY one. ohno ohno ohno!!! tomorrow's gonna be one nerve-wrecking day=X GP blocks result and econs test!
God, i don't want to be that 'lucky' one=X
I AM SO SCARED PLEASE.
anyways, i DETEST that stupid biometric or whateveryoucallit thing. it pisses me off every morning=x PLEASE TRY AGAIN PLEASE TRY AGAIN PLEASE TRY AGAIN. soooo annoying! technology DOES complicate our lives. haha.
can't wait for babes' day tomorrow=D
i don't wanna fail GP!!! =/
geks dageek @ 9:04 PM
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Monday, April 02, 2007
and i ask myself what the hell am i doing online. when im so friggin' sleepy. WHEN i promised myself i'd go to bed by 10.
oh yeah GP essay. that's why.
haha.
OHNO just remembered. we have a bloody econs test this coming thursday! DAMMIT=/
so. do benefits of religion outweigh its detriments?
NO.
im sorry but there are more things to write about with this stand.
FORGIVE ME, God. it's only an essay. whatever im gonna write doesn't come from the bottom of my heart. haha=P
tomorrow's a sucky day. LATEST day of the week. and there are so many tutorials on tuesday. and there's PE! horrible, doncha think=P
alrighttsssss i wanna sleeepppp. need lotsa energy to keep myself awake tomorrow. haha.
NIGHTS=)
geks dageek @ 10:26 PM
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