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2008-01-24T13:02:00.000+08:00

HOORAY!!! blogger hasn't chucked me out. heh. sorry blog, 5 long months of absence.feels good to be back in the cyberworld though=)been a good month of january so far=) blessed and loved=)work does get a bit tiring sometimes (morning shifts with less than 6 hours of sleep). thank God for His unfailing strength and for placing people in my life to keep me going (esp when im on the brink of

2007-08-30T19:00:00.000+08:00

last paper of the week is done. two more weeks of torture after the one-week hols. oh god.confidence level's down in the dumps.oh god.oh god.why are things so screwed?alright. prelims aside.came across something pretty amusing. it's some 'informative report' i wrote partly out of sheer boredom. the other part? it was for zelina's benefit=) who was absent that day. well, it went like this:

2007-07-11T17:27:00.000+08:00

seriously.i don't understand how people get the perception that i've like all the time in the world. hellooo??? in case you've forgotten im not some smart ass who can afford NOT to study. it's really getting to me and it's wearing me out. i haven't started on my revision and prelims are like 6 weeks away! at this rate im going to flunk my exams. it's so difficult to make them understand that

2007-07-05T13:27:00.000+08:00

im so going to screw bt2=Xhad a horrible one and a half weeks of never-ending stress. guess it's not gonna end till the a's are over. this is just sick.BUT.the user of icy_geko@hotmail.com felt totally loved. EVEN THOUGH she was overwhelmed by the exam stress. haha.so many things to be thankful about=)all the smses, prayers, encouragements, blessings=)LOVESSSS<3

2007-06-08T22:32:00.000+08:00

so unproductive today=(guess im tirreddd.that ps was totally. UGGGHHH!!!as usual=Xstill wonder if im living a dream or reality.feels kinda unreal, actually.but real or unreal, ready or not, i've made the decision.and i'll follow through=)like it when mine's in yours=)

2007-05-27T20:52:00.001+08:00

yay. the hols are here. joyyy.can't wait to mug please. totally. don't you know? mugging's an addiction to me. just can't live without it. SERIOUS.haha. nonsense=Panyways, the last week's been pretty wasted. didn't do much=X study hours: less than 10. DIE. haha. ahhh i MUST stay focused.got back all our tests. and was quite happy with the grades=) think im getting back on track=) hopefully.should

2007-05-27T13:28:00.000+08:00

the inner struggles.they are getting a little too unbearable.totally messed up.in the end you can only trust God.He's the only one you can depend wholly on.no point telling your problems to the whole world.they can't do much.only God will make your paths straight=)He's the best listener in the entire universe=)

2007-05-22T21:11:00.000+08:00

we-eellll it's not that i've nothing to do BUT. there are times when you just wanna slack. so today's one of the times=) slacking day! at this rate im so not able to fufill my study hours and im sooo going to get an earful from patrick! haha=P ooookkkaaayyy fiinneee i'll do my physics tutorial after prayer conference=) quantum phy is so disgusting. so much to memorise!physics spa was alright. it

2007-05-21T22:39:00.000+08:00

yay done with the slides=) mann i hope timmy proton won't be in school tomorrow. 3 periods of GP!!! it's murder please.a totally crappy monday.must be the monday blues. left poor geks in such a horrible mood=/ and that PS made matters worse by targeting me when it was so friggin' obvious that i was PAYING ATTENTION. like wth. annoying to the RED END. rahhhh=X PE was terrible too. had a 'friendly'

2007-05-20T21:24:00.000+08:00

in the end i went for prayer meeting today. haha.the hectic week's finally over=Dphy mock yesterday was. a total mockery please. evil to the max=Xhsiaoen and limin are the best=D they accompanied me to rafflescity (no wait. some shopping centre at raffles place. LOLS). they had to leave at 12 for church so i was ALONE at mos reading TIME. haha. had roasted duck rice for lunch=D nicenice.makeup

2007-05-13T21:50:00.000+08:00

i love spongebob and his friends! haha. they're a fun-loving bunch! totally hilarious, i tell you. every episode cracks me up BIG TIME. lols. doesn't matter if i wasted 15 min watching spongebob teaching patrick how to open a jar, or spongebob and patrick fighting over the 'custody' of gary. LOLS. a pretty good stress-reliever=D haha.'as long as my sponge is bob and my pants are square, i'll

2007-05-10T23:05:00.000+08:00

and there are times when you just miss the good old days=) and yes zelina, we have A LOT to catch up on! haha.

2007-05-10T22:13:00.000+08:00

okie i didn't mean to sound so sickeningly emo in the previous entry. haha. must be The Stress=P but thanks for the tags anyways=)and LIMIN i still can't get rid of the 'hello geks' on my hand! hahahaha=P you've left YOUR MARK on us man. i bet the pink ink is still on hsiaoen and xiaolan's hands! lols. what are friends for? to leave marker inks on one another's hands! LOLS=Pwalked A LOT yesterday

2007-05-05T09:24:00.000+08:00

im so amazed at how i can actually be SO AWAKE at this time when i had only 1.5 hours of sleep. the whole night seemed endless and dreary, with A LOT of tossings and turnings. most of the time i was just lying in bed thinking about NOTHING. it's like your mind is so saturated with all the nonsense that it just goes BLANK. sometimes i wonder what the effing problem is.and being angry with the

2007-04-29T20:12:00.000+08:00

let's see.i had an amazing total of three and a half hours of sleep last night. ermm make it this morning. 5.30 to 9.00. and i think that's why i feel vaguely faint-ish this whole day. haha=P shall sleep early tonight or i can forget about going to school tomorrow. haha.still seems a little elusive.let's hope it's REAL.anyways, i'd like to thank God for His unfailing GRACE=)AND for keeping me

2007-04-25T21:27:00.000+08:00

and there are all these moments of emotional 'dry-ness'.like you don't really give a damn about nearly everything related to your emotions. like the usual surges of anxiety and excitement have come to naught. maybe im just overly stressed out by the endless INFLOWS of assignments and tests. or maybe im just mentally and physically drained.i don't know.and when your emotions override almost every

2007-04-22T19:28:00.000+08:00

our class came in second! hahaha yess good run everyone! (youyin, bo, nicole, limin, juan, leo, macheng, chiawei and zhenjie)had a FEAST yesterday! it was all on PATRICK=D so im gonna sayyyyy... PATRICK IS SOOOOO NIIICCCEEEE! haha! left early cos i had a pretty bad gastric pain=X saddd. anyways, fellowship was FUN=D made two new friends! PAUL and GRACE. they're from southkorea. coolness=Dwent to

2007-04-17T22:24:00.000+08:00

have to wake up 10 minutes earlier tomorrow! that's 10 precious minutes of my sleep time we're talking about. so you'd better appreciate this GOODFRIEND here jon! haha=Pyay! meeting adels for lunch tomorrow=D JOY. haven't seen her in AGES. can't wait=Dokies i wanna sleep. NIGHTS.

2007-04-08T19:35:00.000+08:00

thurday night out with the girls was FUN=Dhad dinner at hooters and had a totally fantabulous chill-out session at o-bar=DLOVES=Deaster service on friday.the drama was totally AWESOME. i loved it!had a lotta fun LAUGHING and CRAPPING with the cell=D our UNIQUE 'hello' hand sign! hahahahahaha! and patrick was sooo meannnn! and clarice and i laughed our heads off over the drama production! goshhh

2007-04-04T21:04:00.000+08:00

OH NO! getting back GP blocks tomorrow!!! proton said there's only one person who failed. and i think i just might be the LUCKY one. ohno ohno ohno!!! tomorrow's gonna be one nerve-wrecking day=X GP blocks result and econs test!God, i don't want to be that 'lucky' one=XI AM SO SCARED PLEASE.anyways, i DETEST that stupid biometric or whateveryoucallit thing. it pisses me off every morning=x PLEASE

2007-04-02T22:26:00.000+08:00

and i ask myself what the hell am i doing online. when im so friggin' sleepy. WHEN i promised myself i'd go to bed by 10.oh yeah GP essay. that's why.haha.OHNO just remembered. we have a bloody econs test this coming thursday! DAMMIT=/so. do benefits of religion outweigh its detriments?NO.im sorry but there are more things to write about with this stand.FORGIVE ME, God. it's only an essay.

2007-03-30T22:53:00.000+08:00

and in the end i didn't attend the choir practice today=Xsomeone please shoot me now. haha.so i missed the lifecon so that i could miss choir pract. what kind of logic is this=P oh wells! what's done cannot be undone=P haha.been a pretty bearable day (except for the three periods of physics).yes. started the day off with my dearest subject PHYSICS. awww don't i just looovvveee the sound of it on

2007-03-29T20:43:00.000+08:00

screw blogger!all thanks to some stupid technical problem, i had to change my blogadd=( annoying=Xanyways, it's our official first week back in school. our new timetable is horrendous to the very core. thank goodness we had melvin to save the day! haha. still. our latest day ends at 3.30=X oh wells it's better than nothing=)last week was hell. stress stress stress. did horribly for blocks cos i

2007-03-18T19:56:00.000+08:00

okay i know im not supposed to be online now BUT. everybody needs a break right? yes, of course. im a human, not some machine. haha. anyways, it's been a crazy week of endless mugging, mugging and more mugging. and today im in a total rebllious state. i don't want to even take a quick peek at those damn notes. screw them!arghhhhh GP tomorrow=X nightmarenightmarenightmare.okokokokokokok STOP

2007-03-11T22:15:00.000+08:00

God must be laughing at me from heaven.hiding way too much.living in self-denial.all the dumb pretenses=/oh wells.today's like the most productive sunday i've ever had this year. didn't sleep the whole day away=) haha. studied chem! what a horrible subject. and i've only finished kinetics, chem and ionic equilibria. there's still org chem! NIGHTMARE.haha.enjoyed myself yesterday=)went for make-up

2007-03-09T18:05:00.000+08:00

last day of term one!bleahhh but there's nothing to be happy about. haha. why? cos block test is like one week away. AND i haven't started on my revision. congratulate me people.feeling kinda moody today. must be the weather=X haha. yeah yeah blaming everything but myself. lols. econs consultation was a waste of time. seriously. we didn't know we were supposed to prepare questions to ask him. so

2007-03-07T17:42:00.000+08:00

had a 'flu-ish' day at school. haha. kept sneezing and sneezing! ROAR=X couldn't concentrate during chem and econs tutorials. felt like total crap please. and i FAILED my econs essay test. and i STUDIED. oh wells. it wasn't that bad a fail, though. haha. thought i was going to get like a single digit or something=/had this juniors-meet-seniors session after lessons. don't ask. it was totally

2007-03-03T10:36:00.000+08:00

prunus psendo-cerasus.embodies so many things that have happened before. yeah, feeling a little nostalgic=)must have been the 4/2'05 blog that triggered off this whole looking-back-on-the-years-gone-by thing. haha. the sad and the happy; the bad and the good; the hopeful and the disappointed. all woven together into a nice thick blanket- WARM=) hahaha. but it can get a little smothering at times.

2007-03-01T21:07:00.000+08:00

for once im dreading cell meeting=Xtell me, is this bad or what.i don't want to start all over again. i hate having to adapt to a whole new setting. seriously. im too attached to N329 i guess. oh well. God will see me through=)oh maannnn tomorrow's a disgusting day. like totally. debate and physics SPA!!! HORROR=X why oh why do i have to be the parallel speaker?? three bloody minutes to speak!

2007-02-27T18:49:00.000+08:00

PATENTED PROTECTION.these two words are gonna haunt me for the next few days=XI HATE GP. today's lesson was downright horrible. to the max, i tell you. proton made us do the AQ in 25 min (i think i wrote one whole chunk of rubbish. totally hogwash.), the blasted summary in 15 min (didn't manage to finish it in time. ROAR.) and the vocab in 10 min (which we did yesterday haha). and i felt sooooo

2007-02-26T19:02:00.000+08:00

all those angst-filled posts can go to hell=PBIG NEWS.N329 and N353 have multiplied into four cells.it was such a sad day on saturday=( stuart, clarice, hooper, titus, chowjie, guangren, bryan and i got transferred to the tertiary group. feels so weird. was telling stuart and clarice they must have made a mistake, that gekshan's supposed to be in the youth cellgroup. talk about self-denial man.

2007-02-20T17:42:00.000+08:00

well done , geks.you're on for another roller-coaster ride.whatever it is, thank God for those who are riding it with me. truly appreciate it=) LOVE YOU PEOPLE LOTS=)have to grope my way out of the tunnel again.in a predicament. leave? or stay?too much hurt to deal with if i stayed.too many explanations to make if i left.whatever.oh no. im totally screwed. SCREWED.

2007-02-18T22:27:00.000+08:00

was watching the singapore idol act on youtube last night. it was a forfeit our group had to do after losing a few rounds. that dumb red indian ah beng whatever game. it was a total comedy. we had so much fun. yeah those were the good old days in N329.perhaps i was being overly nostalgic.there had been so many enjoyable moments with the cell. and i had always looked forward to spending time with

2007-02-17T19:08:00.000+08:00

im supposed to be doing my chem tutorial now. but im too tipsy to even hold my pen. hahahahaha. red wine is heaven to the taste buds. oh how i wish i could just drown all the annoying problems just by getting drunk. i don't want to be sober anymore. i don't want to deal with the ever complex reality. oh God, can't i just muddle through life?i've decided to shut myself off from the people around

2007-02-16T18:37:00.000+08:00

i guess the only way i can avoid the inevitable is to just run away.and hopefully i'll reach the finish line. somehow.resentment and insecurity.overcome resentment with forgiveness.overcome insecurity with love.but it's so damn hard. it's beyond my pathetic capabilities. that's why i choose to evade the whole issue and stay as far as possible away from it. cos honestly there's nothing i can do.

2007-02-15T12:10:00.000+08:00

i've made up my mind. it's time that i put all these tormenting thoughts to an end. it's been an endless torture and i just can't wait to end it all. yeah. easier said than done. BUT. it's gonna be different this time round. im not going to plunge myself into another abyss of sheer agony and whatever. it's time to learn not to be such a hopeless softie. im gonna erase myself off the picture, sit

2007-02-14T21:03:00.000+08:00

im in deep shit.like seriously.omg i feel like choking myself.HOW?????

2007-02-13T19:56:00.000+08:00

it's odd, really.how you can realise something that has never crossed your mind. and it's frustrating how this whole issue gets all confusing and irksome, and then conquers your every thought in your damn brain. it totally scares me=/ i hate this. and the next thing i know, i'll be watching a re-run of some maudlin drama serial.perhaps history will repeat itself. and because of this very simple

2007-02-11T21:37:00.000+08:00

looks like the SPIRIT's burning bright! a lifetime's not too long to be as friends=) i love you girls VERY MUCH=D had so much fun at Big-O! what are friends for? to make use of one another to lean on one another for support and encouragement when times are bad=) best friends for life! adel zelina geks! S.M.I.L.E. haha just random pictures taken last monday. yes, gekshan has finally uploaded

2007-02-10T13:38:00.000+08:00

WE'RE GONNA RULE THE WORLD ONE DAY!!!GO 'HELLO KITTY' GANG!!!this was something totally random that popped out from sheer boredom of the four of us (limin, hsiaoen, nicholas and me). lols. it was pure hilarity, i tell you. what with us wanting to terrorize and rule the potong pasir macs , drive the macdonald's gang out, blah blah. and how we are going to transform into power rangers. oops i mean

2007-02-08T21:42:00.000+08:00

yay zelina! you've landed safely in melbourne=D have a great year ahead and enjoy your uni life! remember! don't drink and drive=P haha.been a really long day. lessons ended at 4.30=/ one and a half hours of GP tutorial! sheer torture. anyways, really happy to see hsiaoen back in school! haha yes. missed her loads=)hmm. realised i ate quite a lot today. more than usual. maybe it's cos of the

2007-02-07T22:14:00.000+08:00

this is officially my favourite picture of the month! too bad celine is not in it cos she was the one who took this! lols. never mind, we still love you celine! had a fantabulous time on monday with 1/2 PLC'04/05 and dear adel=) we (except zelina) met up earlier at orchard station to write zelina's card=) and we didn't miss out the chance to cam-whore. haha. and we were like sitting behind this

2007-01-18T22:52:00.000+08:00

wherefore art thou.haha. a random quote that popped into my head during lessons today. okay. i was supposed to be paying attention in class. oh well=Pphysics test was totally crappily done. it'd be a miracle to even get one mark out of twenty. it was a disaster! couldn't do most of the superposition questions and i got the answers wrong for the last question of thermalphy. well done, geks. you're

2007-01-16T18:16:00.000+08:00

omg im supposed to do my chem tutorial now=/ this is bad. very very bad. no discipline. tsktsktsk.wahhh i swear that A1 CT is a BIG JOKE. it's sheer torture every morning, you know. rahhh.anyways, today was okay-ish. slept through math lect. was really sleepy=/ had econs lect test. case study. haha. i think i wrote rubbish. oh well. chem pract was alright. a lot of water involved, though. haha.

2007-01-09T20:58:00.000+08:00

the tagboard's dead. haha=Pi swear i have no life. been ages since i've come online. LOSER. bleah. all the demanding school assignments and never-ending cycle of tests. yuck. and to think that i have to spend my supposed-to-be colourful eighteenth year mugging like there's no tomorrow! wahhhh what a life. ahhhh that reminds me. im turning EIGHTEEN soon. TIME FLIES. gee. im getting old. haha. and

2007-01-06T10:23:00.000+08:00

ALL MUGGERS UNITE!!!first week of school.woohhh=P workload can be considered mild, though it was like hell. so much homework to do! okay, i don't want to waste time blogging.later!

2006-12-26T11:53:00.000+08:00

love christmas=)attended FOUR services in three days. two on saturday. which means i watched the same drama four times and sang the same carols four times. haha. madness. the drama was awesome. hilarious and entertaining=) love every part of it=) quite a number of new friends came. haha=) the candles part was totally wow. a really pretty sight! lols.anyways, thanks for the smses! sorry i didn't

2006-12-22T14:59:00.000+08:00

it feels gooodd to be home alone. no distractions, quiet, peace. haha. best time to study=) finished alkenes and arenes. like finally. though there are 5 or 6 more chapters to go, all of which are at least 20-page long. goodness. if only i had started earlier! oh well. it's still an accomplishment=) christmas in a few days' time! time flies! haha. OH NO. im STILL not done with the cards! oh crap!

2006-12-21T17:44:00.000+08:00

bleahhh. SICK. hate the bloody flu=/anyways, thanks colleen! yeahh. i'll take a break if i ever need one=) love you!yesterday was one good day catching up with the babes. been a while since i last saw them! haha. had a VERY LATE lunch (thanks to mn) at subway. and i repeated the story FOUR times. yes, mel counted=P lols. arghhh! i shan't think about it anymore. it's kinda infuriating=/ anyways,

2006-12-17T21:05:00.000+08:00

feels kinda weird being absent from one service. well, it's only one. but somehow that one-time absence creates a rift between all the church-ly things and me. oh well. too tired to think about that. had a good rest over the weekend. watched zack and cody, mr bean and a disney movie. done watching summer beach. lee wan is so hot! haha. slept a lot too=) and this short break somehow detached my

2006-12-16T12:26:00.000+08:00

in a mess.disappointments.disillusions.anger.tired.sick.disgusted.why.now.used to.not anymore.changes.attitudes.you.them.all.cold.yes no.promises.lies.alright.actually not.never mind.don't care.whatever.need a damn break.

2006-12-13T21:54:00.000+08:00

yesterday was one stupid day, i tell you. but surprisingly, it didn't end on a bad note. so yeah. haha. had a little gathering with yonghui, hooper and eileen at orchard. and we took a really long time before deciding to eat at bk. lucky i ate at home. really regretted going. i don't know why i even bother to go. it would have been WAY BETTER if i stayed at home. i could have revised a bit of org

2006-12-06T18:01:00.000+08:00

TOTAL BOO-NESS. CAN'T GO TO THE AIRPORT! RAHH. MY DAD SAID IT'S TOO LATE. RAHH.haha. oh wells. will meet up with ZELINA LOH tomorrow or something=) heh. tsk! why take the night plane? haha.anyways, finished the HCI maths paper. sick questions.arghhhh!!! my mum bought two new sets of korean drama!!! and it's so tempting please!santa can you hear me!i have been soooo goood this year! =)

2006-12-05T17:36:00.000+08:00

tuesday. kept thinking today's wednesday. lols.random=Panyways.ZELINA LOH IS COMING BACK TOMORROW AT 9.35PM!!! woohoo=) can't wait! crapping time! arghh!!! i can still remember all the dumb things we did in class!!! here are some lame-ities copied from last year's posts=D HAHA.me: (copying down correction for chem's assignment)partner: wa lao eh, i can't stand your handwriting man.me: (trying to

2006-12-03T20:17:00.000+08:00

im in a game of dodgeball.i duck. i run. i step aside.the ball flies past me.im safe.so. as long as i continue to duck, run and step aside, im safe.keep avoiding, geks. then you'll be out of trouble.oh well.anyway, somebody got run over by a train at admiralty station. and there was no train for like god knows how long. so i took the one towards jurong east and was 1 hour late. haha. service was

2006-12-02T10:18:00.000+08:00

been a fruitful week so far. glad i didn't waste yet another week=)monday- haha. sort of wasted the entire day watching some taiwanese idol drama. it's nice, okay. heh.tuesday- did maths in the afternoon. gosh, it's sleep-inducing i tell you. haha. went for YL zone prayer meeting. was alright. just that the place was a little isolated. scary. haha.wednesday- did maths the whole day. but obviously

2006-11-24T14:28:00.000+08:00

thought it through.yes. should stop being so hopelessly childish.but anyway.thanks for your lovely sweetolicious tags=) loves=)well, we're living in an imperfect world with imperfect people. yeah. all the imperfections.don't appreciate it? well, don't ever do. 'cause i don't care anymore. even if you did, nothing's gonna change. so just leave it. that'll be a really big favour thanks.was in the

2006-11-19T19:22:00.000+08:00

i had nothing to give.but i had a friend in me i could share with the people around me.now i still have nothing to give.but neither do i have that friend in me to share.im easily touched by little things.and im easily disappointed with little things too.weird, huh. well, can't help these things. i don't want it either. i told myself at least a million times not to place too much hope in people.

2006-11-18T11:04:00.000+08:00

who said you gotta have a glamourous life and big bucks to lead a happy contented life? it's all the simple things in life that create the rainbows and blue skies=) but more often than not, we tend to forget the simple things that make us happy. haha. SO. yesterday was a day in which i felt the true bliss of enjoying the SIMPLE THINGS in life. haha. repetition=Pchilled out at colleen's house

2006-11-16T17:54:00.000+08:00

pictures taken on sunday=) the two darlings that accompanied me on sunday night=) hug and lamblamb! so CUTE. yesyes. i ADORE stuff toys. they are my LOVE. lols. the usual s03-gathering attendees. haha. i love you guys loads and more loads=) yonghui, zhexuan and mugen! babes! bleahh. fred and yongjian couldn't make it. oh they are the 'usuals' too. haha. anyway, you guys have made the gathering

2006-11-16T10:54:00.000+08:00

been a crazy week so far. all the madness and fun left me pretty beat. AND i have to go ALL THE WAY to school just to sign some stupid file. hell.stayover at coll's was fun. haha. it was a last-minute thing. and i didn't have my specs and my precious PINGU=( haha. but it was exciting. haha. tried to sleep but couldn't. 'cause the mahjong tiles produced alot of NOISE. lols. yup. didn't sleep at

2006-11-12T22:53:00.000+08:00

haha im at colleen's house using her computer=D heh. min coll zhexuan mugen and yonghui are downstairs playing mahjong. and fred's coming later! FUN.been a great day so far. had dinner at chompchomp with the babes, mugen, zhexuan and yonghui. well, supposed to be a class outing. but. haha=P had lotsa fun crapping with them. miss them so much! haha. then colleen and minyi wanted to play mahjong at

2006-11-09T20:40:00.000+08:00

yay got my layout changed. joy=)school tomorrow. horror=Xfruity-licious affair tomorrow. excitement=Dservice on saturday. peace=Ps03 gathering on sunday(hopefully). love<3haha. that's my itinerary for the rest of the week. not much. but it's fulfilling enough=)can't wait for cellgroup! haha. guangren! we're so going to trash your group! lols. POSITIVE COMPETITION. heh. i love my group mates to

2006-11-07T20:13:00.001+08:00

this just shows how much life i have.1. Single, taken or crushing?single=)2. Are you happy with your life now?well, alright i guess. but it would be BETTER if the teachers didn't give us any hols assignments. sucks, i tell you. one whole thick set of maths questions! gahh.3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him/her fast?wait. how would you know if he's the right one before

2006-11-02T11:10:00.000+08:00

ahhh i love this verse from the book of Matthew.'therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things.'-Matthew 6:34colleen gave me this verse before and i thought it was really good. so yups. to all of my friends who are feeling down or anything, DON'T WORRY yes. the problems will sort themselves out with FAITH. so smile! nothing is impossible with God=D'trust in

2006-10-31T20:40:00.000+08:00

haha! i love these pictures=D the s02 girls clique! after our last promos paper!i love the floor. so nice=D oh yeah. that's hsiaoen the KINGKONG. lols.N329 (not everyone is present, though) haha. we were recording a song for carol! (from left to right) melly geks karen stuart clarice=) i love them like heaven! two of my best mates in N329: joleen and kenny=D of course, i love eeryone in the

2006-10-31T19:52:00.000+08:00

this is my 300th post. haha cool=DThe Prestige.a highly recommended movie=D LOVED it. though it fried nearly 75 percent of my brain cells. the entire plot is just SO captivating. and i think the character christian bale played in this show is way cooler than in batman. and i think he's hot. lols. but of course, zac efron is still HOTTER. heh=D AND scarlett johansson is VERY PRETTY. -gushes-

2006-10-30T19:50:00.000+08:00

disappointed with myself.really suck at presentation. i spoke too softly and the whole dry run was just a disaster. crap. not enough practice, i guess. oh well.went to the tauhuey shop. i miss TAUHUEY please! haha. went to mac's with limin. to kill time. lols. saw my juniors! and they told me about this girl who's always at mac's studying. bad things, obviously. they were quite pissed with her.

2006-10-29T22:07:00.000+08:00

im sooo sleeeepppppyyyy. and im asking myself what on earth am i doing online. i should go sleep instead. blah. anyway, went for prayer meeting today. was good! haha. POWER. didn't regret going=Dmet ham baichi and adel for dinner=D arghhh. miss them loads. had a great time LAUGHNG and EMBARRASSING ourselves. haha. shared all our stories and everything. and it was fun complaining to one another

2006-10-28T10:54:00.000+08:00

had a great time shopping with my dearest friends yesterday=) limin hsiaoen melvin and zhenjie=D was tiring trying to make our way through the crowd at bugis street, but it was worth it=D bought quite a number of stuff with less than 100 bucks! haha. so im HAPPY=DOMG. and i found out SOMETHING that is totally unbelievable. OMG. haha.bleah. i hate pw. totally sucks please.lalalala=D

2006-10-26T20:32:00.000+08:00

MIND BLAST was like WHOA. AWESOME=Dthe word was enlightening=) and this cell group meeting removed all my burdens and i feel so relieved now=D THANK GOD!today's the last day of school=) but there's still pw. bleah. never mind, it'll be over SOON. yes. haha. had two hours of maths lecture in the morning. i tell you, it was SO boring=X chem lecture was alright, 'cause it ended early. had lunch at

2006-10-25T18:35:00.000+08:00

i don't understand. is it wrong to be angry with people who did things to annoy you? excuse me, in case it slipped your mind, im not immortal. my patience level does not have the capacity to stretch over its limit. so. if it just so happens that you're unhappy with that post with all the obscenities, TOO BAD for you. it's MY life and i have every right to be angry over that sms issue. try putting

2006-10-24T19:41:00.000+08:00

sometimes i scare myself. really.but some things, which used to mean the whole world to me, don't matter anymore. seriously. i can't be bothered. why should i care when you don't even give a damn. people are such cruel creatures. you place your trust in them but they don't know how to appreciate it. they take it for granted and some even abuse it. such friends aren't worth my time and love. they

2006-10-22T20:45:00.000+08:00

does it take a million bucks to give me your study hours? do you people know how fucking annoying it is to keep on pestering you oh-so-mighty people for your stupid study hours?? do you think my smses are free?? what's your fucking problem?? is it SO difficult to reply my sms?? i believe it's MUCH simpler than your dumb math questions. are you suffering from parkinson's disease? are your hands so

2006-10-22T19:45:00.000+08:00

TAN LIMIN is such a blur block. haha=P she forgot to bring her wallet! and i had to walk ALL THE WAY back to the bus-stop with her so that she could borrow money from leo. WAH. anyway, did pw at the hostel today. i really hate pw to the very core. and there's still the bloody script to do later. OH MAN. dry run tomorrow. kinda stressed. hope everything goes well tomorrow.yesterday was really one

2006-10-19T10:57:00.000+08:00

blah. this is disgusting. my skin allergy is BAD. that's why im at home at this time BLOGGING. haha. arghhh. the effects of the allergy is simply unsightly=X bleah.don't think i can go for bs later. moooo. ARGHH. and i embarrassed myself BIG TIME yesterday. all thanks to jonathan hooper. you moron! i'll get back at you ONE DAY. ONE DAY. watch out=X haha. but it was hilarious. lols.anyways, i

2006-10-17T19:00:00.000+08:00

'gao bai gen ta' (means 'confess to her' in chinese).my goodness. is my chinese pro or what. that tanlimin kept laughing at me please. even on the train=X never mind. she embarrassed herself too=P heh.arghh. talking about embarrassment. man, i really embarrassed myself BIG TIME yesterday. it was during physics lect. mr lee was saying something like '... should be correct'. and being me, i just

2006-10-15T20:10:00.000+08:00

why is it so hard?blah. i donch knows=Xanyways. spent the whole day watching princess hours. that show rocks, i tell you. sigh. i feel so sorry for yul-gun=( it breaks my heart to see him so sad. lols. just finished editing my eom. man i don't know how many bloody times i've edited that dumb thing. blah.pw sucks big time. why oh why do we have to do pw??? waste of time, waste of energy, waste of

2006-10-13T15:11:00.000+08:00

to hsiaoen limin nicole: yul-gun is MINE. he's my one and only and im his one and only. lols. oh oh oh!!! we share the same birthday!!! is that cool or what. heh=D arghhh. he's friggin' gorgeous please=) can't get enough of him. going to print more of his pictures=D haha.yay! i pass my econs=D joy to the world!two hours of OPJIT. bo-ring=XI LOVE YUL-GUN=D and he's MINE. end of story. lols.

2006-10-12T17:25:00.000+08:00

not too happy with my results. especially GP. blah. deproved quite a lot=/ sigh. but it's alright. at least i made improvements in the other subjects=)school was kinda empty today.felt sleepy during physics tutorial=/ haha. didn't have enough sleep 'cause of princess hours. heh. hopelessly hooked to the show=P call me crazy. haha. yul-gun is mighty ultra CUTE=D arghhh. he's MINE. haha=P love him

2006-10-11T19:39:00.000+08:00

amazing race sucked. we gave up after completing three stations. wasted my life there. could've used that time to watch my princess hours. blah.been reading Time since yesterday. and it's really disturbing to learn how severely polluted many megacities are. like kanpur. the amount of pollution is simply shocking please. okay why am i blogging about this. haha.the princess hours songs are DAMN

2006-10-10T14:56:00.000+08:00

guess what guess what guess what???!!!i've got a C for my physics!!! woohoo!!! my hard work paid off=D yay!!!merci, god, for this wonderful miracle=D LOVELOVELOVE<3 so over the moon with joy=D at last at last at last! i passed my physics=D PHYSICS. every minute spent on the subject was worth it. now i know hard work WILL be rewarded. with faith with faith with faith=D really really wanna thank

2006-10-09T20:13:00.000+08:00

...and time keeps slipping away.i'll try my bestest best to make full use of my end-of-year break: catch up on schoolwork(topics that i don't understand), spend time with my dear friends, read my Time magazines, read my manga and EXERCISE. man i need it. haven't been running for the past two or three weeks=/ blah. time to RUN. 2.4! maybe i should plan a timetable or something. don't want to waste

2006-10-08T19:54:00.000+08:00

just realised i have a pile of untuoched Time magazines on my desk. arghh. i'd better start reading them. or the money paid for the subscription will go to waste. haha.read limin's blog and felt that i should have joined them for dinner and all. haha. sounded like alot of fun=D maybe i should be more participative in class- i mean clique- activities in the future. haha. hmm. but i have my

2006-10-06T16:44:00.000+08:00

finally.finally finally finally.PROMOS ARE OVER.it's play time! haha.econs today. bleah. don't think i'll do well. oh well too bad=/ screw it.had breakfast at mac's with limin kk youyin bo and nicole. melissa came to join us=)town-ed. yay=D i have three ear holes now=D haha. yup. kk and i got our ears pierced today=D okay too many smiley faces. lols.okay gotta go bathe. cell group later=)and

2006-10-05T19:03:00.000+08:00

three down. one more to go=Dyay! last paper tomorrow=D lalalalala. and it's econs. which im intending to give up. read through market failure and hell. was a whole load of crap. but never mind. will do my best tomorrow=) have to pass it.maths paper wasn't too good, wasn't too bad. kinda in between. haha. hope it wasn't TOO badly done. oh wells. whatever will be will be=)sort of in a party mood

2006-10-03T15:35:00.000+08:00

one down. three more to go.chem. is. finally. over.joy to the world=Dman. was really stressed to the core yesterday. couldn't sleep=/ yes, that bad. and im so glad i can throw away and forget about all the nonsense i memorised like crazy for org chem for the rest of the year. mcq was kinda tough. hope i pass=) think the paper was a little better than expected, 'cause i didn't have to do

2006-10-01T22:04:00.000+08:00

sometimes it's so much easier to just give up.im so SICK and TIRED of studying. there were fleeting moments when i felt that all would just be useless in the end. what if i didn't improve at all? my efforts would be wasted man. all these little insecurities of studying=X haha.been a mentally draining week. the badly done GP paper left me completely in the dumps for a few days. felt really

2006-09-25T17:48:00.000+08:00

one word: horrendous.no. make it two: simply horrendous.OH MAN think i screwed my paper one AND paper two. to hell with it. just hope im able to maintain my grade=) -crosses fingers- arghhh i cannot believe it. all the essay questions are so disgusting. the compre passage was no better=Xdidn't join the class for lunch 'cause i wanted to save money and sleep. was really tired. and there's still

2006-09-21T21:39:00.000+08:00

talk to me now and i'll respond in terms of physics.omg. my life revolves around physics and i think im starting to get a little too obsessive with the subject. i think about it day and night, night and day, 24/7. how wonderful is that? and i spent nearly three-quarters of my time in school doing nothing but physics. no, i don't have any intention or whatsoever to be the successor of sir isaac

2006-09-17T21:44:00.000+08:00

can life be anymore screwed up?I.AM.SO.FRIGGIN.TIRED. I.NEED.REST.im gonna flunk tomorrow's thermochem test. FOR SURE. chopstampplusguarantee. wth. i was so bloody pissed off with mr koh for giving us such a short notice about that blasted test. WTH. we only got to know about it like today?? and there's still WR to do. wow. what a day to end the week. and there's still so much left to study for

2006-09-11T18:59:00.000+08:00

chem SPA tomorrow! HORROR.the end of today is the start of tomorrow. how great. TUESDAYS just sweep me off my feet. totally=Xwas so sleepy today. dunno why. guess i slept too late last night. oh wells.i can't believe i still have the time to blog. HELLO! promos are in two weeks' time! FOCUS. don't play no hocus pocus=P haha.don't wanna waste my time on anything else except my studies. gosh. can't

2006-09-10T21:30:00.000+08:00

cell group today was awesome=Dhaha. but i felt a little out of place 'cause nearly everyone's from the tertiary zone. and it was odd. everyone seemed MUCH more mature than me. and the stuff they talked about sounded so strange. like they were speaking in greek. haha. wrong frequency i guess. oh wells. maybe i'll be like them a few years down the road. talking in a MATURE way and behaving MATURELY

2006-09-08T22:01:00.000+08:00

i don't know what came over me today. i guess i just wanted to be REALLY childish. haha=P had fun 'cause it released three-quarters of my stress=)econs lecture was. totally useless. wasted TWO HOURS of my precious time. and there was just this spooky air about the econs lecturer. it's a little freaky. haha. okay i shan't be mean. BUT. the lecture was REALLY boring=\ of course. there'll always be

2006-09-08T10:33:00.000+08:00

econs lecture later. sucks=Xanyway, study group yesterday was SUPER unproductive. haha. with people like kenny and justine around, you can never get anything done. hmm. but i DID finish the part on inequalities, with a few questions left blank. then justine started with his 'wah you very humble ar' nonsense and that totally made me lose my focus on the stupid math revision worksheet. ended up

2006-09-06T17:14:00.000+08:00

i miss adeline and zilly=\ BIG TIME.physics make-up today was alright, i guess. didn't fall asleep=) and i sort of understood oscillations better. good. and im gonna finish up tutorial 9=)had lunch with adeline at j8's yoshi. window-shopped. talked. blah. coffeebean's apple crumble rocks=D today's outing kinda put me in a really weird mood. yeah, just weird. EEK. i hate being sentimental. gross

2006-09-05T20:02:00.000+08:00

okay. im gonna live on plain bread and plain water for the next few days. im officialy broke. and it's only tuesday, for heaven's sake=yesterday's outing was g-r-e-a-t.met karen at around 6 at city hall station. for bs. we have telepathy man. she bought me a precious moments bookmark and i bought her m&m's. BLESSING. haha. it feels real good to bless someone=) haha. and stuart and dom were ALSO

2006-09-04T16:11:00.000+08:00

just came back from a 4-hour gp make-up lesson=\ well, it wasn't that unbearable. surprisingly. 'cause she let us watch 'the truman show' for the last two hours=D heh. it's a very interesting movie. i think=)had lunch at mac's after gp. was funny talking nonsense to hsiaoen, ngminjia and limin. haha. and limin was saying it would be TOTALLY hilarious if we were to see a certain someone at mac's.

2006-09-03T22:21:00.000+08:00

this sucks. need to be back in school on monday, wednesday and friday=\ wth. might as well cancel the one-week hols. RAHH. this is absolutely preposterous! yay=) i love this word. so effective in conveying my utmost disgust with the teachers=Xwhew. im finally done with the blasted essay. i swear i'll never visit wikipedia or google after i finish my alevels. mark my words. im so fed up with all

2006-09-02T12:06:00.000+08:00

m&m's is my main source of energy=) loves<3done with my research on an essay question we're supposed to complete by the end of the september holidays=/ something to do with the influence of mass media on a country's culture. man, the question is like so broad please. for now, research's done. left with the essay. sigh. going to kill like a million brain cells=P lols.seems like im going to have